found a room not too much for a week, not sure how safe it is, and how convenient it is, and ive not been doing good at all. safely got the money locked up in that safe deposit box but rolls down to around $11,600 out about $2000 since leaving ventura, and i think the games here are pretty wild big action and big rakes too. what im NOT used to is 3 people having to post a blind. and my stuff is still in sexylilvixens car since i left another hotel and i need a clean shirt, all ive got is laptop case with my charger and phone charger.
shoved the chips across the table way too hard when losing a big pot last nite, and also visited garden city for the first time, there u can buyin $1000 in the $2-3-5 blinds game. maybe the large blinds making me play more under stress, along with the high cost of a place to live, but i certainly feel its beatable for at least $150-300 a day over the long run, but i think i need a larger roll of at least 20k, and only having about half of it puts me under too much pressure to win QUICKLY and not get stuck. which is hard on me emotionally. how much do u guys think u need to live in cali and not go bust and have a large enough roll?
if i lose more during the course of this week, ill cancel my plans to go to seattle or the east coast, and head straight for reno where i can relax a while and get an apt very cheaply for a REAL VACATION/BREAK. not sure how i could win enough at poker in reno, as dead as i hear NL is, and with a 3 casinos banned at there, that offer NL, but i would like a quick train ride away (no buses to deal with) and as much as i hate traveling long distances id go there instead of vegas cause its faster and id want to do it FAST if i get mad again.