still waiting for grouchie to answer his emails about fixing the blog, does anyone else want to do it instead? and after last nites big $1600 loss, knocking me down to only $11,400 i think ive overextended myself. i dont see how ill be able to maintain monthly expenses of approximately $1500 a month, (alot more than im used to paying) when u consider rent, internet, phone, food, cabs, and miscellanous expenses. i added it up.
and last nite i lost big because i went out and played the VP and dropped $500-600 then went back into the poker room to try and recover. sat in a $3-5 Nl game with lots of $1000 stacks (shouldnt play over a level im comfortable with and used to) but i was in a hurry to win cause i was tired, (mistake too) and i immediately told them id go allin on the first hand. looked down and seen aa, so i shoved allin, but no one called dammit. got up about $150 on that table and had $1280 in front of me, then proceeded to lose it all. the final with a hand of 46 diamonds (called small raise to 20) and the flop was 256 with one diamond, bet, raise, my allin for about $460 and then someone elses allin with a set of 5s that held up.