Friday, September 21, 2012
all good things must come to an end
Sitting here in the westside deli at circus, eating with comp dollars, which is now up to $119 (before i paid for this food that is.) im not happy with myself, i was at one point after winning 3 big pots at the riviera $95 ahead and out of the hole, but by the time i quit the game i was stuck $136 again. and they were good strong hands with strong boards i really couldnt get away from. (some of which i lost cause people made flushes when i flopped sets.) i was trying to get in the minimum 15 hours at the riviera. theres no way id keep missing the money in the freeroll. the reason i feel this way is cause the freeroll is similar to satellites and DON sngs. but i feel like an idiot for not leaving the game when i had $504 on the table, considering i was in the game for $409 and thats a significant percentage of my roll. id been used to winnig lately, they had just started the double hours back up and the table was beginning to fill up with what seemed to be a few tourists. so according to some of my readers thats NOT the time to be leaving or is it? so i went across the street to the VBJ, started playing small, and waited for a good time to bet enough to win back the $136. finally i had what seemed to be a good count, and i bet 4 hands of $30 and one double down, and the dealer went and drew to 21 instead of busting. so i left pissed. i left the house with $609 cash and now i have only $328 cash. i shouldnt have even came to the riv, i shouldve just went to hooters. i dont know. i was ahead once. on the way across the street the same homeless lady who asked me for money the other day (and id swear the homeless guy nearby was her man) ran into me and offered me a box of food. i didnt want it was afraid to eat it, and that she really wanted an excuse to ask for money. the other day she used the excuse of wanting to talk to me cause "she seen me in the pokerroom" but then asked me for $1. i told her how bad of shape i was in myself and couldnt give. i used to give women money such as Britni, and got in bad trouble before helping out homeless women downtown letting 2 stay with me on different years. If a woman has a guy she really has no business out asking for money, the guy should be asking for money for her and the 2 of them, and i felt like the guy probably makes her go ask while he sits and drinks. This is why i miss Claudia so much. although she don't give a damn about helping me out anymore, i felt like i was being taken care of and everything was provided for me. Liz doesnt want me. Diane found a bf and took all her other male friends off facebook a while back. Ashley from Hooters who deals in CO at Ute mountain casino seems to have left town and im sure she had a bf too, wasnt playing last night anymore. really no woman wants me anymore. Britni hasnt been online since may 11. did i ever tell on this blog the story of Kelly the dealer in wendover? she once borrowed $1000 from me, and signed in writing that she owed it to me. she was from the rainbow and her sister, and mom and dad all worked in the same pokerroom. now they all hate me, and she blames me that she got fired, although she had been in trouble before for borrowing money from customers and i wasnt the one who turned her in. she now works at the wendover nugget and all her family still works at the rainbow. she was coming over to my room and fooling around when she borrowed the money, but then later was blowing me off about paying it back. i spoke to an older lady named Pam about her, a regular player who didnt like her, and Pam talked to Heidi Lewis in human resources who is over all 3 peppermill properties in wendover. they ended up firing her, paynig me my $1000 out of the casino cage, and now she hates me and i cant play in the rainbow, only in the other pokeroom they have in wendover at montego Bay so no drama. they had her on survellience coming to my room and her signature saying she owed me the money, and they have a strict policy against BOTH of them things. I shouldnt tell that story here because that will scare all the women dealers here from hanging out with me after work. but i wasnt the one who turned her in. Pam took my paper and showed it to Heidi lewis, when Pam told me all she was going to do with help me get the money back. Cuban Joe knows all about this story and why ive not been in Wendover in some time. well its time to close this out before i join Robs poker vegas writing team. guess ill go back to the riv and get them last 2 hours in for the min 15 hours for the small stack in tomorrows freeroll. down to $2700 now after todays loss and paying rent, and id hate to lose this other $300. for a while i was feeling invinceable.