I guess its due to more of an understanding of how math works than i had the other day, the additional discipline i developed after dropping 66% of the roll within 2 days, and the realization that in the last week since the big loss nothing really bad has happened and that im barely moving. would also like to say that im spending more time in my room grinding on lock than i am playing the VBJ machine, and im sure some of u would consider that "good news". in the past week ive went back and forth from the $1300s to the $1100s and am currently closer to $1300 than i am to $1200. Plus now my room is good til saturday of next week instead of friday of next week.
i truly think the best longterm solution is to find a cheap longterm steady place to live, for less than $400 a month, no utility costs extra, where i can sit and grind online poker for about $350-600 a week in profit. Not only would i be away from -ev games, and not have to be around other people while im playing, my greatest poker strengths could be better utilized. i would like the same type of setup that flushdraw has. very cheap housing, and a wonderful woman who loves and supports him and dont judge him for having so little money. Who doesnt see his poker playing as a dumb and foolish waste of his time like any other woman would.
one of these days i'd like to make a blog post listing all the ways id spend money if i was rich, including the ways in which i would support various charitable causes. But not today, i need to get this blog post up now so i can go to sleep for the day, and that post would require a little bit of thought.
i wish so many didnt have their blogs on wordpress sites, for it makes it harder to link their blogs to mine, or to subscribe to them. especially sometimes as far as subscribing to replies to comments i post. also i seem to be doing a better job of marketing my blog to more people than i used to, its picking up more readers and new comments. i do not have the money to do it now, but ive often considered paying money to market in certain places, and would also like to learn how to sell ads on here without using google adsense. i am not tech savvy enough to typeset the ads but if anyone is willing to pay for adspace let me know.
would also like to know if anyone is flying on allegiant anytime before april, i can get them a $144 voucher towards the fare at a slight discount. i need the cash far more than i need the voucher, but dont want to feel ripped off, is why i rejected an offer of $40. i might want to fly somewhere if i find the right cheap housing possibility.
and i now have good news to report, i just won my 2nd $5 sng while typing up this post, making my balance on lock back up to $37. which is the best its been. at one point within the past 24 hours it was down to almost $18. i want to be sure i dont have to re-deposit, no way could i afford that right now. also i need to play higher than $2 sngs to grind out $500 a week plus so i can live at home without ever having to go to any casinos, and so i can live anywhere in the country rent is cheap.
ive done online searches, typing in words like $285 monthly rent, and not having any luck, stuff comes up thats $285 daily instead of monthly, stuff where the deposit is $285 instead of the rent, etc. someone taught me once how to do searches, using quotes or hyphens or plus signs or what have u, and ive totally forgotten what they said and how to find that thread it was about a few months back. can anyone explain? my searches are too vague and not what im seeking.