am in my room playing online, am lucky to be back to $2700. my balance on lock is up to $142 now, but of course that will change as my $25 sng will be starting up soon.
would like to talk about women and how hard it is to meet someone who really cares.
there is a site i like to go to that used to be called myyearbook. its similar to the website called tagged.com which i also like. myyearbook is now called meetme.com which is a recent name change. anyway i seen a woman whose actually in laughlin, but i at first thought maybe its one of those fake profiles u often see on these type of sites, any guy who ever joined any similar site will know what i mean. so since she was in laughlin, and also on secret admirer had checked yes on my picture, i decided to write and offer to meet since she showed up as a match. its very hard on me to no longer have anyone to hug me kiss me and tell me how much they enjoy being with me. one of the reasons i thought the profile might be fake like some of them are, is it looked like a picture of a model instead of a real person and usually all the fake ones use the nicest photos.
so i wrote this letter, intending to let her know i wasnt someone just passing thru, but a "local" who spends more than just a day or two here. which is why i mentioned that i had a room at the river palms. i dont see one damn thing wrong with mentioning where i stay.
if this profile is for real and u are in laughlin come find me on the video BJ machine at the river palms. have a free room for 2 weeks. add me cause its not letting me add u
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and the reason it wouldnt let me add her is because it said she only accepts friends requests from people she knows so i had to know her email address to verify i knew her.
now after sending such an innocent message--i got this message back. notice her last name is mexican, and im wondering if she misunderstood me because she dont know english too well, theres also a sentence in bad english in her profile which makes me feel this way.
Do you think I am a lay cheap lady who is so in aces to find a man to come stay with you in an hotel that sounds insult to me so I don't think I am the type of biteches you looking for on here. Have a nice day
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notice how bad her command is of the english language here, no idea what "in aces" means, and how its a total misunderstanding of what i said. certainly never said to come stay in my room, nor would i ever ever trust a woman i didnt know enough to be willing to let her know what the number of my room was.
so yes i was very much offended and quite insulted by what she wrote back. so then i sent these 2 messages, and i never heard from her back, and doubt i will, although it does show the message was read instead of showing as unread like some are.
it makes me wonder, are there actually men writing women on these sites who WOULD expect a woman to come to their room if they didnt know her? i find this hard to believe, and therefore i get quite and feel a woman is really stupid if she is really thinking thats what i want. id be way too scared of getting setup and robbed to let a woman in my room, and its one reason i never have a girl around me. i dont trust anyone.
and here are my last 2 messages i wrote after i was very angry by her first message that ive heard no reply from--
where else am i supposed to meet u? ive not left the casino, i spend all my time inside it testing out a system to win money since coming here. isnt meeting in the casino easier than meeting somewhere else? theres really NOTHING else in this little town but casinos u know. and i have no idea what u mean by "in aces". u matched with me on here, i have no idea why u selected me earlier as a match if u wasnt interested in meeting me, or where the hell i was supposed to meet u at other than the casino. its NOT like this is a town with other places to meet in. u seem to have a BIG prejudice against meeting in casinos.
and for what its worth, i certainly wouldnt invite u to my room or let u find out the number unless i got to know u really well to be sure i could trust u not to cause me any harm. i always must worry about my safety at all times, too easy to get setup and robbed. also as a Christian i dont believe in casual sex and i find ur use of vulgar language rather offensive. its not right to have sex unless u are in love with someone and are willing to commit to them and ONLY them.
i cannot understand why u would think id want u to come to my room just because i am staying at the casino for a couple weeks and told u i was. of course im going to tell u where im staying, otherwise u might think im not local and too far away for u. u seem to be very quick to think evil of people and thats a big sin, its wrong to judge others.
8:51am Nov 2
2nd message, read the OTHER message first. after looking at ur profile in greater detail, it seems ur understanding of the English language is rather limited, and it might be why u misunderstood me so badly. what u said to me implying i wanted sex when i dont even know u was very offensive and insulting, and u owe me an apology bigtime. i actually think if u wouldve taken the time to be a real friend and got to know me, ud have found us to be quite alike in what we think and believe. ur profile says u are looking for true love, (me too) since i believe in only having one woman, and it says u are conservative, which is very good, i cannot stand obama and am doing everything i can to get Romney elected because of how obama treats our military. also it says u dont smoke or drink, i hate both and wouldnt ever do either. the only reason i wanted to know at first if u were sincere was the photo of u dont look real, it looks like a picture of a model, and i thought maybe this was one of the numerous fake profiles on these sites, so i wanted to let u know how to find me and where in laughlin to meet me at, so id know for sure u are a real person and serious about wanting to meet someone. u really misjudged me something terrible and hurt my feelings. i have aspergers and it makes meeting new friends and communicating very difficult for me and i see the world differently than most people. what im saying though, is u seem to be looking for the same type of thing i am, something thats real and lasting. Im very hypersensitive because i play poker and Blackjack to make money, and i feel often judged and condemned for it, and when someone wants me to leave the casino to meet them, i feel like they cant really accept me. am so sorry u wont get to know me as a friend, i could really use a friend here. its not really been a good week.
end of message 2---
now here is the profile of this woman--
notice how bad her english is--"and hopefully something attach to get along." someone attach? that would mean she wants a guy whose already married. although i dont think she means that.
and now we all see how messed up i am and how hard it is for me to meet women. i have no idea in the least what i am saying wrong, then i get upset and angry for being misunderstood, and once i am angry i no longer care if i offend her or not because i feel so insulted and humiliated. then i usually end up getting blocked. this is why i need good women friends to give me advice and to help find me women to meet.