Been really annoyed by people not answering my emails, texts, facebook posts, etc. Looks like there is no option but to call the poker room in CO and find out how in the anyone can live there long term without them being filled up a lot of the time, such as NYE, etc. i cannot understand why every homeless poker player i ever knew in vegas sleeping in their car, and showering in the spa with their diamond card wouldnt want to move there so they wouldnt be homeless no more if true. need to find out what the gimmick is. anyone can put in 4 hours a day. Thanks very much to AKgal for being willing to phone them, but how can there be no game after noon on a weekday?
im not nearly as upset with them, as i am the autism research program at UNLV. they were last on their facebook page sunday, they mightve not seen my email or facebook yet. But for that autism research place theres no excuse, especially when someone pours their heart out about their struggles with emotional problems. that place isnt around to help out anyone. its only around to make money, and once they seen i was homeless and couldnt pay the fee, they thought it best to ignore me. and then they wonder why so many mentally ill people do such horrible acts u read about in the news.
the comment RFC made about my mom the other day is unacceptable, and i shouldnt have approved it. everyone shouldve told him so instead of just ignoring his comment. all my mom thinks is that there are a lot of mentally ill people who need to be confined, who are running loose on the streets without any type of services, and the reason for this is the way liberals said they shouldnt be committed against thier will, so a lot of mental hospitals turned their patients loose and began closing down, after the courts stopped allowing "involuntary commitment" except in cases of dire emergency. not only that, u cannot even voluntarily commit urself unless u claim u are suicidal. i know because around the time i was age 18-23 and met Sue, (marks mother) i used to try to do this alot to get admitted so i wouldnt be homeless, and could sit and work on jigsaw puzzles. my mother took care of my Aunt Patty for a year once (is dead now) but my aunt at one point was institutionalized for some time.
u shouldnt talk about someones mom badly. my mom is one of the most caring people there is as far as trying to help others, is why she agreed to take care of my son for me when he was born. before that even.
thats why there was the shooting. had nothing to do with guns, it was because of mental illness, and people taking God out of the schools and teaching us were just animals. it was a terrible thing what he did to those kids, doing it to adults whove mistreated him wouldve been far more understandable. but those kids were innocent and didnt deserve it. also uve got to blame the media, and in addition, ourselves for talking about this. without all this attention, these things would happen far less. people are too vouyeristic which is why i need to ban a lot of people from commenting in my blog ive not yet done. im getting tired of all the negativity, because im sure its whats drove off Josie.
and im still in the $1400s, won $80 today on the VBJ. am almost back to the $1500s. also i talked to my son last night, thanked him for his Christmas gift he sent to vinces house, and picked out something with him on amazon.com (a movie he wanted) and ordered it for him. its the only christmas gift i bought anyone, and i wont be getting anything else i know of either. i'm just relieved to be off the streets, and its been over a month now ive not been playing poker and had $1100, and yet im still surviving somehow. i feel like i do ok for my limited options, and skills. also i feel like my PLO high game is improving the more i play it online in the lower stakes. the players seem to be much worse in it than they are in plo8 and holdem, anyone have any theories as to why this is?
one thing i do wish is that i could somehow get my sleep hours changed, but im not forcing myself awake after 3-4 hours sleep just to change my hours. nor can i sleep when im not yet tired. and even after sending vook the $60 yesterday, ive still got $40 left on lock right now.
also, i guarantee u if i dont hear from that poker room in the next day or so, ill call them and let u know all the details before my next blog post. i just dont see how anyone can stay there long term without them being sold out some days. most co casinos offer very few hotel rooms.
heres the far more important issue no one is talking about. can i survive without going broke on a $1400-1500 roll in colorado playing $2-10 spread limit (the main game going). can i survive without going broke easier playing that game, or can i survive easier playing the VBJ machine here in jean? i truly do not know. ive survived so far here in jean off such little money for 6 weeks, but i really dont know how i would do at $2-10 spread since im used to $1-2 NL, which requires a much bigger roll. now they do have $1-2 NL (with $100 capped betting) but it dont run as often. and there are also 2 other poker rooms within walking distance although being way below zero everyday outside im sure id need a much better coat. am wondering if there are any walmart stores in cripple creek or the equivalent? anyone ever been there? i doubt anyone but local co residents bother to go there.