tatude is coming by here on his way from cali at 11am today, and he wouldve drove me into vegas if id wanted, but i have nowhere to stay, although its possible susan wouldve gave me a free room at circus again, but i never asked and besides the last time she gave me one, im sure me having NO PLAY didnt look good.
he will be dropping off a few food items and some other things. i am considering seeing about going back to cali sunday with him, so i can take the short bus ride into Reno so i can get a place to stay, play $1-5 stud daily at the eldorado, also $30 min buyin $1-2 NL, and see a dr and an atty. id never be playing any machines there, none of this good kind of VBJ exist there.
am playing a few sngs on lock, about $30+ there depending on how i do, and a live roll of $1400 still. lost back over $100 yesterday.
i tried to find me an attorny to take my SSI case but none of them will accept someone who isnt seeing a dr. aspergers isnt really something u need to see a dr for, so what do i do? i was told before i needed to be hooked up with social services, but i understand that to mean get on welfare, and that wasnt what i wanted to spend a lot of wasted time trying to do. although it would be so helpful to me if i could find a social agency dr etc that could get me a reduced fare bus pass, it wouldve saved me so much money over the years, but i really have no idea where to go. i dont like asking for help from agencies and the govt, i just dont feel right doing it. i only feel right in asking individuals, because i believe thats the way things are supposed to be, and we should help others if we have money instead of depending on the govt to do it. also, its a pain in the butt.
im worried about how i can find an atty to help me with my ssi denial, thats on appeal now, and i wouldnt know the first thing about how to talk to a dr. and id also like to know if ANY readers live near reno, i dont think any do, but u never know. am so relieved i was able to use that deposit to cover this months phone bill.
and although im really worried how ill survive if i leave, im sick and tired of not playing any poker. did u realize i only played NL once in 2 months? never thought that time would come.