Sunday, December 16, 2012
well im back in Jean now, and down to $1100. no comps available anywhere. all the ones i had in Jean, i used to keep a roof overhead til saturday of this week. all the comps i had at circus were used on this weekends room. all the comps i had at the wynn, i used to eat the buffet with Liz (shown in the above picture, a regular player in the riviera poker room, and her mother). and they gave me $20 each towards the bill, which was $119 for the 3 of us. also she is well known and written about on wicked chops poker, i didnt know that, shes won some tournys. the only thing Liz isnt so good about is answering emails. But its the same with every woman as far as answering my emails and Pms. I really appreciate having those comps off my mind and as poor as i am id be quite a bit poorer without the $40, plus it was nice having a good meal. a lot of people on my facebook complemented her picture.
on the way back here this morning with tatude, i bought some clothes (shirts) in a thrift store, so i dont need to wash clothes as often. used to have a ton of them, but my readers had encouraged me to throw away so many, was down to about 15. now im back closer to 30. wish id never thrown those away, but i lived at home at the time, and doing laundry was simple. and i still think a bunch got lost in ac.
still only about $48 on lock poker. my roll is so low my max bet is down to $12 now. and i think thats still too high for the roll really. But i seldom make a max bet. the trip to vegas was a total waste, and ill planned. about $300 went down the tubes while in vegas, and i didnt get in to see any social agencies. the agency i did pour my heart out to totally ignored my email, which was very rude of unprofessional. i never did get around to calling that outreach clinic for the homeless to ask about a dr, because i knew id no longer be in vegas once they were open.
mom is bugging me to come home to KS, not to live, she says she couldnt handle me there more than a week, but just long enough to see the same dr mark sees and get a diagnoses which he can only give me in person. she says he will help me with ssi. its a new doctor whose never met me. she claims all she remembers is legal aid in hutchinson helped find her the atty who got me ssi, who he was no one knows. But im sure it would take way longer than that to be seen and diagnosed accurately and its too cold of a place to go because id want to live alone, and id not want to run out of money. would like a roll of at least $3000, especially traveling both ways and wanting enough to live on too.
she wrote on her facebook page about the school shooting, and how angry she was with obama for wasting money giving it to the muslim brotherhood, instead of using it for housing for the mentally ill. she is upset liberals caused the closing years ago of so many mental health centers and put people on the street. i asked seattle irish to look at it.
am surprised she would not want me to live there with her more than a week, i didnt want to at all, but always thought shed take me in in an emergency. she says she is way too old to deal with me, and Mark both.
really dont feel like i have any good options. i was too afraid to play ANY NL while i was in vegas, but still lost $100 in stud, and won only $55 back in $2-4. (lost $3 southpoint with grump) and won $58 in the nugget $2-4. never even got over to suncoast, but wouldve had i been downtown and couldve used the WAX express, making it only one bus. its the same bus that connects the airport express bus to downtown and summerlin, check it out if u arent a local and coming to vegas. much better and faster than the regular airport bus, and it does make 1 stop only on the strip.
if i was to live in vegas, id do it in a cheap area of downtown thats not the safest, simply to be convenient to that bus and the sams town bus. also ive always thought $2-4 fixed limit the rake isnt beatable and thats probably true. so i was surprised i made it out of the nugget after 7 hours still up $58. the only other thing i can try and get some money out of, is my allegiant voucher im still trying to sell. Grump wondered why i hadnt given it to lightning to sell, i thought i could get a better price but im probably wrong.
also it was nice of tatude to offer to buy my food at jack in the box on the way home. Ive not left my room at all since coming to jean. and i tried to get Vince to see me while in vegas, i really need to get some mail from him. wish hed drive out here, he also likes the machine.