Dont know how im doing it, not had any daily losses in ages, and todays $100 plus win at sams town has me up to $2500. of course, rent and phone will be due very soon. I would like to make it my goal not to go back under $2000 again, which of course is still hardly any bankroll at all. could easily drop $500 in a week where id run bad, and im way overdue for this.
I dont even know if Claudia is even reading this blog anymore, i doubt it since she isnt talking. wish i knew one person willing to find out whats up down at the pokerstars carribean adventure, where she is dealing right now for a couple weeks, but i dont think any of my blog readers are there. All i know is if i cared about a friend and was worried about their mental health, the last thing i would do is quit talking to them. I wouldnt "farm the job out to someone else", thats not showing any care or concern at all. And i do feel really bad all the things i said angry she wouldnt talk the last time i spoke to her by phone in an effort to get her to see how much i could use a friend that scared her off.
since $2500 is still not hardly any kind of a roll at all, i hate to say this, but i still cant afford a bike, nor can i afford to play NL, except for the few times i have played it at places where the buyin is well under $100. I also hate to admit i still havent went back and bought that $8 blanket. i did make one effort, but they were already closed at 6pm. no idea why a thrift store would keep bankers hours when most of the customers would want to shop 5-9pm after they get off work. Nor do i understand why other businesses wouldnt be open more hours either.
Besides that blanket, i could really use some silverware that isnt plastic, a kitchen handtowel, (have 2 other kind of towels) some listerene strips, a lot of huge suitcases so i can take my things with me when i find a better place to live, and im sure theres cheaper and less roach infested places. also i wish i could buy plenty of fruit, fruit is good for u, but it spoils so fast and is so damned expensive.
i wish i could afford to keep a balance of over $100 on lock at all times too, that way i could play bigger games and my time spent there would be more worthwhile.