guys, make sure u dont miss the previous blog post. usually posts get over 1400 views and thats for 3-4 days between posts. this post prior has only been up for 1 day, and thats why it has less than 700 views, and also has less comments. i have a problem i fear with posts being overlooked if i make 2 posts in too quick of succession.
that being said, i just woke up about 15 min ago and feel i need to mention this odd dream before i go to work. I dont know why i was feeling tired and taking a 3-4 hour nap between 6and 10pm, its just i never felt id slept enough earlier because i wanted to make sure the maid came in today so i got up right after hearing a knock on the door at 1.20pm. and after winning $14 earlier on the VBJ i wasnt in that big of a hurry to go back out and turn it into a loss again.
Anyway in this dream, im in a casino on the 2nd floor of an abandoned church. u have to go thru long dark hallways to get to the upstairs. the casino is composed of a few small pinball machines and of course the VBJ. im watching the guy next to me play who seems quite angry with me, and it becomes clear hes counting the cards, and im guessing he knows me, looks familiar. hes betting a wide spread, and im suddenly on to the fact hes also counting. then he disappears and some young black girl sits down. we got into some kind of arguement, (have forgotten now what about) and all of a sudden a black guy shows up with a knife. he tells me that its his sister, and that im disrespecting her. he throws me a knife also, and tells me to fight him like a man. 2 little kids bring the knife to me thats wrapped around a pair of hair scissors. i tell him i had no idea id offended her and was explaining to her my system and why i was playing so weirdly. (counting and sitting out always looks weird to those who are uninformed). anyway the man starts crying, gives me a hug, introduces himself as dugglebogey and says that no one in his life has ever apologized to him before and thats why hes so hard and been in prison so much. i dream the 2 kids are his.
so the dream changes, and im back downstairs in the church, long hallways and no one really in here. im looking to talk to the pastor, and then i see his 2 kids and theyre about 10 yrs older this time. (about 18 in age) im wondering why theyre both still here. i'm getting ready to leave the church, and all of a sudden a motorcycle gang called the MONKEYS (i doubt there really is a group named that) thats known for lots of violence is all coming down a huge elevated walkway all dressed up in masks like real monkeys. i dream the daughter of this guy called them, to teach me a lesson.
Then i dream the girl grabs my ass, and feels bad, and tells me to not say anything and to come with her, and pretends that i'm her boyfriend, so they wont think im the one theyre after. and we start going past the group on a different moving walkway on the other side. the dream changes and the monkeys are gone, and we are walking thru a rice paddy in north korea,, which by the way is being watched for nuclear launches right now by the US govt for an EMP attack possibly coming from their space station. and i wake up
and now im starving to death sick of soups, and the buffets put away and i cant really afford to be buying food anyway here with comps, i definitely need some solution but i dont know what it is. the only thing keeping me here is the free housing, if i left id no longer have a place to live and no one as old as me will sleep outside if they dont have to. except for a few winos and druggies.