fear my teeth are getting worse, and ive still got that other wisdom tooth rotting away in the far back that someday needs to come old, and i hear that the older u become, the worse it is to get them out. i dread the day that fails completely.
fear ill never meet anyone like Sue, Claudia, or Britni again to care about me, and Vince said she is NOT even scheduled to work the WSOP this year, which is incredibly weird, she has worked it every single year. Vince's last name is always DIRECTLY after hers in alphabetical order. No women ever seems to have any interest in meeting on other websites, and if they are, they claim they cant without a car.
and im down to $1192, thats still a run of over $150 better than expectation on the VBJ since the $595 drop, but i seriously think ill easily get down to where i dont have enough money to get by unless i survive long enough to start getting those huge construction worker paychecks. had far more losing sessions lately than winning ones. i fear im overbetting, am not going over 1%, but im playing 5 spots at that max when 3 spots max at that is much safer.
and i fear i just ran really lucky on seals, most of them wins came from tourneys, i ran above average too, and now im back to normal with only 200 chips on seals, so i cant depend on that. would be better if i could play on a NV site. even better than that would be if i could play double or nothing sngs. and i mean 10 max ones not the 6 max ones so common nowdays.
wish a friend would play the pokerstars play money ones with me, and we make a side bet for real money as to who does the best in the sng, (we both reg for the same one).
also im concerned about this job too, for my safety, the boss knows of my blog the old avp one, (not Clint) but a black guy who would be over me, Clint is over everyone and he main boss, and there is no security if someone doesnt like me, and sometimes construction workers get a little rough. and i am not used to working 84 hours a week at all, and Clint said for about 3 months it would be that many hours. of course that would then be paying over $2000 a week. would like to know how i can find out for sure if i can lift 50 pounds over my head. no way to find out. occasionally that might need done. has anyone ever worked in a tool room in a construction job or at a warehouse? and id also be doing some inventory, making sure everything is checked back in, etc. of course id be trained. its just id hate to take it and find out i couldnt do it. going up there is a bit of a commitment upfront. also i was told almost everyone at the motel is working construction. so if i got fired, none of my neighbors would like me. would like to hear of peoples on the job experiences in jobs similar to this.