not sure whats going on, but for some reason RTP wont load on my computer this morning. And i shouldnt ever post over there anyway. they arent willing to give me a lump sum of money like the OD did upfront. the blog is worth alot more than what other people think its material that could be made into a book someday, and is seen by a lot of people who dont even know what RTP is, and should be able to find a way to get at least $100 a month out of ad revenue, its not worth giving up posting on it so cheaply. i really wish i knew how to get ad revenue, how anyone can claim an advertising sales job is not a real job as they do on RTP is beyond me.
have my "daily income" back but only for 1 day, since i lost 200 chips on seals since by buying in full in a game since it was 9 max instead of 6 max. the same guy who always stole my blinds in the tourney the other day was at it again, and he had a real hand this time. so this one $18 withdrawal on the way to the bank will be the last one for a while again, and my new roll is $1368 and $74 in casino comp dollars after a small VBJ win. and my sleep hours are thouroughly messed up, woke up too early at 11pm, the VBJ was too full since it was a holiday weekend, and i woke back up not til after 4am and there were still people on it but i got 2 seats and eventually all 5.
Wonder if claudia is in town yet over at the WSOP or what anyone will say to her if they run into her. no one ever heard from her since she dropped out of sight and evidently no longer has any interest in this blog. im positive she will be dealing it again.
this will be the first year in a long time my roll was this low at the start of the wsop, in which i really have no interest in playing any poker except online to be safe. although i would like to play at buffalo bills later today with Chad if he comes by.
and i feel thats a great job offer the guy made up in idaho, i wonder if i should do that, its just such a big commitment upfront in relocating, not knowing if id end up getting fired in a few days, or how well id relate to the other employees most of whom probably only speak spanish. (construction job) but he said i could work in the tool room passing out tools with his wife. it would be 60 whole hours a week, and end up being over $1000 a week before taxes, but 60 hours is alot. i wonder how he would feel if i was worn out within a month, had saved up $3000 or so and decided i had enough to where i didnt want to stay all 6 months, if he would be mad? but my biggest worry is getting fired or him deciding i was getting paid too much. also i wonder if that motel in boise he said a lot of guys were living at weekly, how close it is to the worksite. yet if i put in the entire 6 months as if i was in a prison work camp id be pretty much set for life at the end, with about $20k maybe give or take if i refrained from spending much. so i need to think about it a whole lot longer, i did have a full time job in cleveland with a little overtime for close to 3 months at the age of 21 or 22 but it was the most i ever had a real job and that was at RL Polk getting min wage and living in someones house who believed in helping homeless people find housing. They helped find me the job. i was on violation of my probation though by not living in toledo so it didnt work out so well.
also i think isnt lightning coming into town sometime within the month? sorry i dont have the funds to hangout and play poker with anyone, but dont want to do anything to risk rocking the boat. for the first time in some time, i have food, comps, laundry, bills paid, and $1300+ to work with and a tiny bit of stability in my life. just wish i had more than only 500 seals.
and if anyone is wondering what happened to carmens blog, she is in jail for probation violation and i think soon will see a judge it probably wont go well for her, but u can hope. i never wouldve guessed a few years ago id be playing such little poker in the last year compared to the way i used to play nonstop live casinos the whole time i was awake back in the old days where u could always buyin $40 in $1-5 stud no ante, no blinds, and play hours and hours. u just didnt need a bankroll back then.
and also i remember almost NOTHING from my life from 1993 to 2003. thats weird.