Spoke to verizon on the phone, they called me while i was on the VBJ. Their tech said theyres no way to guarantee me a NV isp, but thought id be more likely to get one in vegas, and would have a decent chance, but alot of people dont agree. he did say if i was in the middle of the state, such as winnemucca or Elko, id probably have one for sure. he thinks im too close to the border for it not to be reflected in other servers, but why scottsdale? thats a lot further than vegas, not sure if he gave me a good answer, but he is a verizon tech engineer and i explained the 2+2 thread but he had less interest in it than the guy i called 2 nights before. I still fear leaving Jean, and still not being able to get online stations. getting onto stations will be far more important once they add omaha, theres so much to be made in omaha ratholing, and stations casinos online site allows ratholing and immediately sitting back down.
new roll $1354. and ive also still got over 700 chips on seals, worth $75 or so. and the good news is my Tmobile cell bill is off my mind for right now, supposedly a guy named Scotty who reads my blog, and has been for 5 yrs, is one of the Ultimate Poker representatives on 2+2, he appreciated what i was trying to do with verizon spreading the word about 2+2 and complaining about lack of access to Ultimate poker, so he told me he would pay my cell phone bill and to email him their mailing address and my Tmobile account number, which i did, found out he paid $200 on it instead of the $54 immediately needing paid, which surprised me. he said he thinks it will be posted on the 9th. Kind of fast if he paid by mail id think.
the reason i was complaining to verizon even though thats NOT my phone carrier is because it IS my broadband modem carrier, and i was not able to show up as having a NV ip address which is also needing to play on Ultimate Poker and not just having my cell phone work on the triangulation process. NV law requires BOTH.
Not seen or heard from Omerta since that day he was here, and not heard from Cutter again either, although wasnt Wed supposed to be the day he was coming to Jean?
Nice to see theres still people in this world like Grouchie and his woman who still believe in marriage. A good woman is hard to find, and one friend i was talking to got upset with one of my texts last night. i was disappointed shes no longer single as of 3-4 days ago, and she said i was judgemental, but i couldnt figure out how. I thought she was someone i could really relate to because of things she said to me on facebook, and asked me a lot recently as to how im doing. I never know what will upset a woman and am surprised if i say something offensive. figured she could relate to me because of her own struggles with her own addictions which are different than mine, but not any more dumb. But then again, i worry all women think im ugly, so i feel maybe for that they cut me no slack. wish id known if Claudia had thought i was ugly or not, we never discussed it. Claudia was more concerned with the fact i couldnt get hard, and she complained about it to Grump a lot. no idea whatever became of Grump either.
now do these texts sound judgemental to u? wasnt intended to be about her. she said she just read my last message, that i was a real ass, and judgemental, and she shouldnt have confided in me. not sure what and when she confided in me. I wonder if she understands that because of my aspergers i dont know how to relate to women or talk to them, or if she even remembers that since she seldom if ever sees my blog?
here are my texts:
(after she first sent a text she met a guy and has been with him 3-4 days now). And i dont think she meant the friends of her parents where she was temporarily living that was a guy and girl, probably wouldnt be referred to as meeting a guy.
text 1: (from me) sorry to hear that, hope he dont use drugs. Ty on facebook?
text 2: (from me)$12 up and went to room
text 3: (from me)I am a lot better catch than other guys because instead of trying to have sex with as many girls as possible, i want one to fall in love with and be there for 100% main thing, i only want one girl
text 4:(from me)these were sent within a 2 minute period, all 4 of them. then her text to me was about 12 minutes later. here is text 4:
women in vegas dont care about love only getting money and going out getting drunk or high. they got a fucked up view on what matters in life.
now not knowing which of those 4 texts is the offensive one, id guess its text 4. could be text one though, since Ty is black. However, theres a good chance he isnt even the man shes talking about. He just seemed into her from his facebook posts. But who am i to read people? i cant, and it effects my poker game too. its true though, and i didnt mean her specifically so she shouldnt have thought i was judging her. i wasnt. i meant women as a whole, and i guess i was just disappointed that she seemed to have found a new BF.
yeah good women are hard to find. had i not been so bitter finding out Claudia didnt love me and want me to come live in NYC with her that relationship wouldnt have ended as it did. someone else showed me a thread on Brandi Hawbaker and she showed a lot of promise in the poker world as did Britni although not as good looking. just as badly underweight though. But more messed up. seemed to be a much bigger scammer out to con guys and Tom franklin also seems like a real piece of shit. he should be with a girl closer to his age, leave the ones 20-40s for me and he should take the ones 40s to 60 since hes an old man. and of course if a woman gets a male backer the male backer is going to want a relationship or at least sex. she shouldnt pretended to be surprised. Like Britni she was emo and talked of suicide and didnt consider it something to joke about. I feel like Carmen could have the same promise in poker if she would commit her all to it. Any woman can a lot easier than a man if shes not ugly and gay. Cause men will do their best to keep her in chips if they find her single and attractive.
and another thing, theres no reason a woman cant commit to just one man and let him take care of her til shes able to bankroll herself off of poker, thats what God intended. no reason for women to be needing to be getting stakes from multiple guys who all want a piece of ass. one guy is enough, and people should still believe in love and commitment. the Bible talks about how much God hates divorce. Our morals have gone to shit nowdays but since people dont know God and just want to sleep around, they call me the immoral one just because i dont have a regular job or income. now dont get me wrong, theres nothing wrong with having sex with a woman on the first date, but u better be in love with her too on that first date, and not end the relationship after having sex. ending a relationship soon after having sex is a terrible sin, u should stay together and try to make it work out. its too hard to ever be able to find another woman. a man that wont stick to 1 woman should be looked down on, and be the type of guy any woman avoids. who cares if he has money or not, or a car, a job, etc. main thing a woman should look for is a guy who isnt going to have sex with her and then leave her. at least thats the way it was in my mothers day.