who can give me ideas about better arranging the comments on this blog, how would the comments look better if i had my own website instead of blogger, and are there any certain software i can install that would help? (such as when i used disqus in the past?--also does anyone remember why i quit using disqus?)
also i think it would be a bad idea for me to reply to comments people make on RTP, because its teaching them bad habits, and isnt showing them the importance of posting here instead. so if someone asks me something, and wants to know why im not saying anything, they will need to post it here instead. and of course, this includes KAT and the black pimp
u see, this blog is the ONLY possession i really totally own and control that has any real value to me, and can someday be made into a book. so of course i want it to prosper and grow, and eventually im sure ill make money selling ads. maybe with the help of an ad salesman working on comission? and another person id have to pay would be a technical support person since im no good at all with that type of thing. I miss grouchies help, he really was an asset to me on these kind of issues years ago. so who can use a "job?" someone highly experienced in this type of thing. in fact im pretty sure it was grouchie who installed the disqus software, i guess he felt unappreciated because i couldnt afford to pay him.
yeah i was really disappointed zippy wouldnt come hang out today, and tatude or no one else would take me to buffalo bills today to play poker in Primm, although he can bring me into vegas tomorrow if i need it. I made sure i didnt inconvenience zippy for nothing by waiting til today to contact him on AVP, but he didnt seem very appreciative of my thoughtfulness. of course i had no idea if i would be in Jean or not, so no way would i have known anything about food earlier. and what i really wanted was to play poker anyway, thats my only ticket out of my lousy financial situation. too bad JG and V dont see it that way. and instead of playing the same stakes on lock as i could play on intertops, i should really be there instead so i earn alot more. just waiting to be able to take care of the documents situation. the real issue was i couldnt be spending a bunch of money on food if i was going to be homeless the next day with no where to put it when id be eating at fast food places.
so to come into vegas, what i really need are rooms from cutter, someone to stay with, someone like Kat who could get rooms at the riv they dont need that i could pay them for, or just a larger roll so i feel i have enough. $1224 isnt enough. theres not a homeless person in all of vegas who could find shelter for that little money longterm thats safe and private. and of course, im under the additional handicap of needing the money for poker. a friend of Josies was once willing to pay for a week so i could play only poker and try to find an attorny during the week, and come into vegas, but Josie said she hasnt wrote her back and she figures they changed their mind. at the time i thought i wanted to try and make a go of it in Jean, but now i dont really think thats the best solution. i was really lucky today to win $50 for spinning the wheel, ask Cutter.
yeah a $25 don sng on lock is just as hard to win as one on intertops (they are the same players) but on one the money is worth a lot more, i wouldnt be surprised if friends are figuring out ways to dump money between sites. wonder how that partnership lasts, (how lock and intertops like sharing each others customers and rake).
and i am so sick of this horrible food, mc donalds is even far better and more so burger king, i feel like wasting some of my comps on a $5 bag of doritos at the giftshop, but they are way overpriced when u dont buy at walmarts. Walmarts became the most popular (and loved) store in America by showing so much compassion for those who cant afford to pay much for the things they need to live on.
i really think if i can get over my fears of homelessness and losing everything, maybe i could be back to $2500 off poker alone by the end of the wsop. and then id be 100x better off. im missing out on all the good PLO8 mtts down at the nugget at the V. and another thing id really like to play in is the meetup at southpoint for 2+2 members in July. and of course also miss the private friends tourny.
oh well, at least if i lose this $40 i moved onto lock, im gaining a world of cheap MTT experience and sng experience, although i need the MTT experience alot more as few tournies as ive played compared to most people alot of whom ONLY play tournies. i feel a little dumb playing harder $25 sngs here and yet not getting $25 in real money when i win, will be glad once i get my docs working on intertops. or once UP has a better selection of games and i can play there. Vook should at least be proud im learning MTT experience. where else but lock has a big enough player pool to get it?
getting to the last of the food from Chad, was certainly incredibly helpful and fed me for a long time if hes ready this, regardless of the taste getting old very quickly if thats all u eat. also took a bad beat in the PLO8mtt and the $25 sng, down to $83 on lock of the $100. but in real money lost, thats very little. but im not making anything either, which is why i need to play live poker. the only thing in my life ive ever really won money at.