well, so far Josie's been quiet, and so have most others about that $1400 job training offer, and who says id be $20k in debt instead of just the $1400?
really dont know what i should do, didnt think about a huge debt when i first thought it was a good offer. what id really like is to have the same offer somewhere other than San diego, where i could still get help getting a sizeable amount upfront (wonder how they get away with that) but somewhere else where people like SI and lightning (who work at colleges) would see i get the best education possible, and possibly more money and room and board covered so i wont be homeless. u see if i got $1400 tomorrow id still be homeless, and then id have a large time commitment to studying too. and how do we know if this is a school that helps people get good jobs, or really just takes the govt aid and dont do all that much to help u later on? so where should i go and do something like this? would appreciate a much better offer with housing if SI and lightning know how to do it and also how to get the money QUICK. some of the posters seemed to think i could get a better deal with a better college, but why assume this college sucks?
all i know is i need sleep immediately somewhere. i am mad i had my $40 at barona up to $75, and didnt immediately hit and run on my BB. if i had, my roll wouldve been $713 instead of $638. i stayed, thinking i was doing the right thing, because the table seemed to not be playing well, and i felt i was playing my best. isnt that what most of u say i shouldve been doing all last year?
then i lost a pot with AA, a guy makes it $11 preflop, another guy calls, i shoved my $72 and a shortstack calls with $35 allin both the original 2 fold, which surprised me. (seeing one of them also had less than me). flop comes KQT and he has KK, and i knew i wanted no face cards on the flop. so i ended the hand with $37 and pissed. but i again kept playing since i felt i was still playing well, and the others werent.
and then i lost the rest shoving preflop with AQ after the guy whose running hot and bluffing makes it $12 in EP, and i push my final $26. only he calls, and he has 77. so we are 50-50. he says he has a pocket pair, and the flop comes A47 so i am feeling good knowing he has a pocket pair, but it was the wrong pair. then i left pissed i didnt hit and run earlier.
normally it wouldve been a good idea to stay, but should my micro bankroll made a difference? i dont fucking know, but i do need to hide and sleep. or i wont be up in time to take the 815 back into downtown san diego. (actually el cajon and then some trolley rides or bus rides). giving back the whole $75 makes me sick, thats way too much money to lose in a poker game if u are someone who depends on winning to survive. maybe i should do all my playing at the village club in the omaha? i just felt it would be a more unsafe area to sleep at night in any shopping center near there. and that game in sacramento sounds good, the guy on 2+2 claims he beats it but he beats it buying in $100 in it instead of $20, so not sure why NCKPA says the rake isnt beatable. the guy on 2+2 is "i make posts"