Monday, August 5, 2013

im ending my life in san diego today

and starting a new life further north in california instead. roll is still at $779, so not all that bad considering how low it once was, but certainly not good either. went and found my suitcase and claimed it, and was seen by someone on the property partly in charge saying i couldnt be leaving it there. am now sitting in the starbucks in Santee (end of the line for the trolley) and getting ready to board it to Oldtown, where u can take the bus into oceanside over 3 hours and 2 buses, or the train for a few dollars more which dont include my daily pass for convenience. and as soon as i get to oceanside ill have to hide it again, or i could take the metrolink for $12 more all the way into the LA area. Just want to be anywhere i can take a Pechanga or San Manuel or Lake elsinore bus, or maybe find that elusive tour bus to Jean that i know exists. at least from there id be prepared to head north towards fresno or sac

so at least i still have all my clothes. will rearrange them (some ive thrown away) and put like 5 new shirts in the laptop case just in case. i know oceans 11 wont store my stuff, but they do have wifi. wont be online in the meanwhile however. i know pechanga did store my stuff once, thinking i was going to check into the hotel probably.

glad to make it out of the area without getting barred at any casinos, although id probably got barred for sure at Barona if theyd known where i slept 3-4 days. Vince will let me stay with him for a short while if i go by that mental health place, but without someone with me i dont know what to say because they will claim i dont have anything wrong with me and wouldnt need a caseworker.

21 comments:

  1. gl have fun. i would stay in san diego myself. better weather. nice homeless weather.

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  2. It's posts like this that make me think the whole TBC experience is a giant level. Tony, you are clever enough to post titles like this to draw in readers; yet your posts are generally full of some of the dumbest shit I've ever read. It just doesn't add up.

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  3. that title could of had many meanings . lmao.

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  4. I have to hand it to you, that was a pretty funny title. You tricked me!

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  5. No one who sits down and talks to you for any amount of time will say you don't have anything wrong with you....

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  6. CUE all of the butthurt comments about you ending it alll......

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  7. So its move time once again. Is the solution to just keep moving thinking that it will solve the problems Tony? Its not the rake or the heat or safety. Tony the only +EV thing for you to do tony is to panhandle and gamble it away for comps to keep a roof over your head back in Vegas.

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  8. "i dont know what to say because they will claim i dont have anything wrong with me and wouldnt need a caseworker."

    How about this: "I have Asperger's Syndrome and I am a pathological gambler who is homeless. This is just the tip of the iceburg."

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  9. Yes, I agree very interesting title. Considering your situation it was a little scary.

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  10. Tony - if can find a time that works for both our schedules, I'll attend w you.

    Fair warning, however - if you don't write down what they say you need to do, and if you don't follow through on it, it will be the last meeting I'll attend with you.

    s.i.

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  11. TBC you wouldn't know a good thing if it whacked you upside the head. Everyone tries to help you but you just spit in their face. hell a year ago I offered you a free place to stay in vegas yet you said I may rob you because you had more then me. Well guess what? I still have a roof over my head and you are homeless. Who is laughing now?

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    1. Tony knows best. And part of that is becoming a hobo rather than displaying some chutzpah and dignity and putting your nose to the grindstone like you did.

      Personally, I admire and applaud your tenacity.

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  12. OK Tony I will spill the beans here on my powerball jackpot plans. Your mom and son will be taken care of in a huge way. As for you... I will finance the legal representation and all efforts to get you fully set up in any city in Canada that you choose so you can grind online poker. That Canadian setup would be for one year once the paperwork for you to legally depart the United States of America is completed. Cmon Weds night!!!!!

    PS: Lightning, Josie, and Grouchie all in for 80 oz of gold coinage each.

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    1. y canada? he is doing so well in cali.

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  13. Please never start a title with "I'm ending my life..."

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  14. Tony of all the people u know Vince has helped you out a lot and understands you. Might wanna think about his offer. He has your best interest in mind and understands you. Not many people would go out of their way to do that for you. He and SI have done a lot and have nothing to gain personally from doing this. You get ton of people giving you all kinds of advice everyday. They have actually taken time from their lives to help you. You have to want it and be willing to at least put the same effort into helping yourself as they are. I don't know if it will be a solution but its got to be better than sleeping on the streets. Winter is coming and it's not the time to be homeless. Just something to think about. Might be worth the time to explore it further.

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    1. Sleeping outdoors in winter in Cali MUST be better than summer in Las Vegas, I'd think.

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    2. It can get downright cold at night in Cali in the winter....Many people just use the heat and never the air in many parts of even Southern Cal

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  15. Tony I bought 100 power ball tickets today. If I win I will give you $20,000 to gamble your ass off with. Hell I might even pay a 35 yr old virgin crack whore to play girlfriend with you for a week.

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