tired of all the people around Vinces house, and tired of walking home at night from the busstop, or paying more for a ride there than what the rental cost is. its a bit of a walk. Just want to be by myself for a while and relax, and besides ive never had nearly this high of roll before to play the machine in Jean. the times i did have a high roll to play VBJ were machines not nearly as good in payback and comps, with the 1 exception of the lucky club promo while it lasted.
Its nice being somewhere where im NOT a burden to anyone. I just discovered cooldave no longer has the same phone, so i hope he didnt think i was a burden calling and texting 1-2 weeks ago on the weekend hoping to go play at the same casino. worried Josie thought that for sure. SI never arranges a time for us to go play, nor does Grouchie. Vince cant afford to play any poker himself. Poker Johnny never tries to contact me. nor does stack, double bubble, or others i used to hear from long ago in vegas like donkeytax Ian and zippy.
i could live in Jean forever if i dont get SSI and never be a burden to any friends, govt or the tax payers. without worrying about going broke. But i would get exceptionally bored if im here for too long, being no live poker and the only poker i can play is online bovada from the room. remember, i cannot access UP here, so ive still not tried out the new omaha yet.
but the main reason im here is im ashamed of my lack of discipline, insomuch as staying off the poor paying 1c2c5c etc spin poker machines with the 96%-98% paybacks. at least here in Jean all the money im running thru the VBJ is getting a much higher rate of return, and overall seems like im ahead about $175 on the VBJ since arriving in Jean. as long as i can play the VBJ and arent stuck really heavy for the day---theres NO temptation to run over to the VP machine for a break.
have heard the VBJ (other kind) exist in reno at gold dust west, one place in carson city where id also love to play a bit of poker for the first time, and also in elko. i didnt know about elko. i dont know whats cheap to live in elko, u try and look up craigslist rent ads, they always list only places hundreds of miles away cause no one reads elko.
got an offer for $19 rooms weekdays and $29 weekends with NO resort fees at the Pioneer in laughlin, but considering how much better ive done at $1-2 NL than $2-6 spread limit, and the fact my rolls doubled from when it was around $1000, ive decided i dont really want to go play poker at the riverside. Only logical reason to go there would be if i was taking one of them really nice $400-500 monthly apts Mc Gee used to have thats really nice and safe. But i dont think i could get approved to move in.
and i bought some bread, honey and peanut butter among other things on the way to Jean, but a jar of peanut butter dont last long, and it makes sandwiches a lot more expensive than u would think they would be. one thing that would make my stay here tremendously more enjoyable sometime in the future when im in far better shape would be not just a car of my own, but a REFRIGERATOR of my own i could own, id never want to waste the $10 a day fee.
mom is sending my attys secretary something she wanted the judge to see. sometimes i wonder if i should go there NOW for 10 days before my nov 15 meeting with my atty, just to get an uptodate drs assessment of me from the same dr mark sees she said wouldve helped me get ssi if i lived in KS, but hes not yet met me. its a different dr than the last time. the old one wasnt much help.
id really like to play a little poker over this weekend, so make some offers and tell me how much u need for gas, but it cant be an exorbitant amount that would make it nearly impossible to win.
and one final reason i wanted to go to Jean--i feel at home here. But if i lose $500 or more ill get right out of here, so i wont drop to as low a ceiling as i did last time when i was down to about $1350 when i left.
so far, im up about $175 on the VBJ, and have a roll of $2499, along with about $95 on bovada.