the good news is right now, with my final small win, and new roll of $1686, im still up over $400 on VBJ since coming to Jean and thats not too bad for 10+ days of playing it, and getting a room everyday too. ive lost 5 small deposits on Bovada and another $215 in live poker at southpoint since coming here though. For some reason that day Benny didnt want anyone knowing on RTP that he was in Jean, so he had me keep it quiet on RTP that day it was him, but now its ok to mention it since hes long gone out of this area. hell we both lost big at southpoint that day.
dont really feel like making a blog post, am not in the best of moods after such a big drop, (i was hoping when i took the big drop id still have close to $2000 left). also before tomorrow i got to pay virgin mobile $30 too so i dont lose my phone, since its prepaid ill have it shutoff immediately so it MUST be paid, same as the net had to be paid. they arent monthly contracts anymore. and thats why monthly contracts are PREFERABLE to prepaid.
so instead--ill have this guest blog post by MIB (man in black) that was originally supposed to be in the comments section of the OLD blog. i asked Josie if i should publish it or not, and she told me i should give MIB time to cool off, but never answered about whether to publish it, i told her to login, and look, and use her judgement, but i guess she never did. i left the decision whether to print this totally up to her--but she gave no word one way or the other.
and heres the blog post-------------------------------------
its just i felt bad for not trusting him for so long--and thought i did the right thing by surprising him sending a letter off apologizing out of the blue. in fact lightning and Josie said i did do the right thing, and said if i did things like that more often id have more friends and get more positive feedback. What i dont understand is why me sending him a letter telling him how bad i felt made him more upset, (at least it seemed like it did)