yeah the other day, after leaving the commerce and heading to my motel in Whittier CA, a guy with his wife girlfriend or whatever, across the aisle from me, threw up all over the floor of the bus and then they both got right off. odd lightning never mentioned this since i sent him a text about it. he immediately laid down on the grass outside, seemed sick but no idea why. (drugs, drinking or something else?) a woman at the front of the bus got a newspaper and the driver used it to cover the floor, no idea how soon they took the bus out of service, i got off about 2 more miles up at my stop.
And tonight, on the bus into Jean NV, they said a prayer God would bless the driver and keep him safe and get us there safely in Spanish, and again in English when the black lady took over the microphone from the drivers wife. the black lady (same lady who panhandled me for $5 that one day by the way) used the words our heavenly father and ended it with in Jesus name, (the way the Bible teaches u to pray) and which Obama has ordered our military Chaplains not to say. Lots of them have refused his order as a matter of conscience, and have lost their jobs over it--and the same for not performing gay marriages. This is because obama is true to his muslim faith, and thinks a pedofile (Mohammed--who raped and married a 9 yr old girl) is equal to Jesus, and finds the use of Jesus name "discrimination".
if people would quit listening to liberal news sites, and go to sites such as worldnetdaily theyd learn the truth to whats going on in the world.
anyway i felt so good the other day when i made over $500 in one day, and was up to $3510. (i felt like i should stay in cali and could afford the higher weekly cost of living). but the next morning, soon as i checked out of my motel and sat in the $6-12 stud at about 6am, i lost $200 rapidly, --i do not have the bankroll for that game no matter how bad the others are-- and $92 more in $40 NL earlier. so being out $292, after about a 30 minute break on the computer, i moved to $4-8 omaha. but it wasnt as loose as it normally is, and i lost a bit over $100 more in that too. so i changed my mind about staying in cali, managed to get a seat on the bus to Jean, (and being near a window luckily actually fell asleep on it) got to Jean, took my 2 free nights, and ive also got $57 in unused comps too. since arriving ive won back $108 on the VBJ, making new roll $3171.
before i got on the bus i deposited $1200 at the bank of america to be safe, so $2598 on my money is in the bank instead of in cash. but i didnt feel all that safe once the bank was closed and i had to do it outside especially with lines of people at the 3 atm machines but there were a lot of people around, so i wasnt robbed when i yanked the money out of my shoe and stuck it in the deposit atm. id much preferred the inside of the bank to be open, or it been a far better neighborhood than east LA.
the reason i had that much cash was i emptied my acct at the cage in the commerce to not have it left behind in cali.
when i got to Jean, i got quite disappointed no more letters from Carmen, unless of course she sent one and it got sent back. did i say anything to upset her? she seemed happy in the first letter. Hard to find a good woman. AKgals friend michelle dont like me either, as far as getting to know me in person. i miss claudia, and wish she had been serious about wanting to get to know me better instead of just playing around. i feel so bitter and jealous everytime i think of Claudia and hamsterdam having sex. i wonder if carmen was upset i said vince didnt want her to know his address, but i explained how vince was in the wrong about this. so i stood up for her, even told her i was looking forward to us hanging out once shes out.
makes no sense she would want to stay at the prison voluntarily waffles said she couldve got out sooner, but didnt want to. ??? if she isnt interested in hanging out, wish she would find me a girl in there whod love to keep me company once shes released.
and if people smoke, wtf dont they carry a lighter instead of asking guys who dont smoke all the time if they have a lighter. i shouldve told the guy id buy him a lighter if he let me fuck his woman. its quite annoying and its so hard not to go off on people who do such dumb things, and want favors all the time when their life is far better than urs. they shouldnt ask. at least that guy had someone to love him. i guess im bitter ive not been married 20 yrs ago. sure missed out on a lot in life.
and i no longer feel like this 3100 is anything to live on. sure dont feel its enough for housing, or to play poker in vegas. games in vegas are so bad, unless im just playing in the wrong games. the guys in cali said almost ANY state has better action in the games than vegas does. ill bet thats true too. nor is it enough to travel to moms for christmas like she and others are saying i should. too stressful. i think once im back over 10k ill be relaxed though, and have certainly learned a lot about how i mismanaged it in the past. i keep refining and improving my VBJ betting methods too.