$18,778 left out of $29,263 2 weeks ago. without any medical problems seen or fixed. i dont think it will drop too much lower however, unless its for a good cause like housing or doctoring. or if i need to relocate soon. Pretty much cut off all the expenses or prepaid them up. i did lose a few hundred at live table BJ today. broke close to even on VBJ. had a small win in poker, but the action here is limited as far as availability. No point in doing any traveling for awhile theres is a way to see a doctor here in an emergency.
And flush draw is talking about women on twitter. Then he says i should go to Vegas. i know he thinks if he had my bankroll he would win off it and never go broke, but i highly doubt it. most play way too high, and theyd still be in $2-5. i need to be where $1-2 (or its equivalent in spread limit) is available every day, but no $2-5.
he, and most of twitter misunderstand me. he says what women want is emotional. well thats not true, because thats the one and about the ONLY thing i can do for a woman. is give her my love and faithfulness. i sure cant fix her car or paint her house. i cant buy her nice things or pay for fancy meals. nor can i physically assualt other guys for her. i cant go out and drink with her. but being there for her emotionally, to let her tell me her problems and try to listen and understand, and knowing im always there to talk--thats one thing i could do. and unlike most guys, id not mind holding her hand while doing so.
but he is so completely wrong. that 100% is NOT what women want. what they want is a guy they can go out in public, drink, and party with, in a social setting with others--who is NOT socially inept. who can drive them in their car. who has a big black cock and knows how to use it. instead of just wanting a guy to be there for them, love and accept them as they are--they want all the things a person with aspergers just cannot do. i get along much better 1 on 1--and enjoyed going to a movie or eating with claudia--but cannot tolerate any type of group social gathering. i guess thats why i dont go to church. i dont know how to date--i just want someone to hug me kiss me and hold me close while i go to sleep without needing to have sex. what woman would want that?
will try and take a few photos that dont reveal any casino names and some hands when warrented. much shorter blogs due to much longer length of time to type using online keyboard so i can type the letter a. i dont know how to put a second keyboard next to this other keyboard. nor order online.
i removed the previous blog, embarrassed by the post, and how unprofessional i was. im supposed to be a better person and above the actions and policies of those who piss me off. it wasnt Josie or lightning who removed it but me.