Tuesday, November 24, 2015

fear is a powerful motivating force

after another drop of $3000 in one day, mostly on the VBJ (which makes no sense since BJ is +ev if u are betting most of the money on good plus counts) i again feel i should leave, (regardless of a ton of promotional value and free play ill receive in the future) and go somewhere ill have to PAY for housing, (work like a slave for long hours-grind poker) and have to PERFORM WELL (or i wont get paid).

why would i want to do this? because even if the VBJ is plus EV (and im running WAY below expectation) i dont think it has anywhere near the $14 hour $1-2 NL poker has for me and i need to stop being lazy (and do some actual work to earn my living). ive depended on VBJ for far too long.

deep down inside, i feel like BJ is easier to win at because its all math saying winning in the longterm is inevitable, and unlike poker, you dont have to play well to get the money. i dont feel i can beat lots of different poker games, (and have less confidence in my skills). especially in any game with blinds of $2-5. i feel like most of my roll came from wins at VBJ in crystal bay and the el cortez and im hoping that wasnt all a misperception.

Poker is work. but i do have some skill because my $150 deposit on Bovada is now up to $469. i fear leaving town not knowing where ill live and not having any income, i worry how ill afford motel rooms if i leave. right now i need sleep, but i feel i have things i should do. like close out my new wells fargo account, and take the $2000 out. my boa acct barely has about $12k left. not even that. its actually 2 boa accounts, one with $2500 and one with $8900. it had over $20k when out east.

how can i leave the safety of these isolated desolate mountain areas far from most civilization when nuclear war is about to break out, as the prophets of the Bible foretold in the book of revelation? we all know america is the great mystery babylon to be destroyed in one hour. and that the judgement of God is coming from Russia (putin) who sees himself as the defender of Christians vs moslems. the bible considers america a whorish and wicked nation whose forgotten God due to abortion, gay marriage, and the way obama wont stand up for israel and favors moslems and palestine instead.

this is the safest place to be in a nuclear attack. and how can a nuclear attack not come? many famous preachers seen visions of it before they died. the apostle John too wrote of it in the Bible. Turkey is a member of Nato (like the US is) and just this morning Turkey shot down a russian plane. if russia goes after turkey in response, turkey will use nato to retaliate. its getting bad folks. we all know that obama is the last american president.

russia is very angry isis blew up their airplane. they are bombing heavily. now they are going to be mad at turkey too. and russia has said and long known the us govt created and armed isis. russia has reason to attack obama. they will see themself as doing the world a favor. they know he is pro moslem and hates ordinary americans and is doing whatever he can to destroy this country. they know how weak he is. the safest thing we can do is to emigrate out of america before we get attacked by nukes. its only a matter of time. certainly not more than 2 years.

if nothing really happened in Benghazi, (and they werent secretly arming isis) do u think that obama and hillary wouldve ordered the attack on our gay ambassador chris stevens in libya when their kidnap plot failed? no, they did it to keep his mouth shut. thats why theyve prevented anyone from testifying the truth to congress.







49 comments:

  1. Tony, almost any military intervention or fear of war makes some people think that the end of the world is near.

    When will you get it through your head that your addiction to vbj is what has largely kept you from being more successful? Ever since, several years ago, you got the idea that you could make a living off dem GOOD machines, we have watched you torch off thousands of dollars on vbj.

    No matter what, you continue the cycle. Your death clock is ticking. Better enjoy what little time you have left.

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  2. "ive depended on VBJ for far too long."

    Maybe the most accurate and honest thing I've seen in your blog for a long time

    And you say Obama is the last American President. Come on, Tony, we all know he is actually the first Kenyan President, he's not American at all.

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    1. Does anyone know if Tony has actually make any money on VBJ in the past 5 years overall?

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    2. Tony doesn't know, so how could anyone else? He obviously doesn't track VBJ because he doesn't want to know the truth, or doesn't care enough about his profession to know where his time is best spent.

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    3. why do i need to when the c@sino will give u @ win loss st@tement, which is @ better form of tr@cking th@n @ny system id devise.

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    4. So tell us Tony, how much have you made in VBJ in the past 5 years?

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    5. Since Tony does not file tax returns, he has never had to ask for a win loss statement, so he doesn't have a clue how much he has lost. How many casinos would he have to request from plus maintain an address long enough to receive them all if in fact he did?

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  3. "its all math saying winning in the longterm is inevitable, and unlike poker, you dont have to play well to get the money."

    This is probably the most inaccurate description of blackjack that anyone has ever written.

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  4. Couldn't you find a truck stop somewhere where you could grind out some BJ action for a tidy profit?

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    1. If you are grinding, you are not doing it right.

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    1. With friend like this, who needs enemies.

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  6. "this is the safest place to be in a nuclear attack"

    Hate to burst your bubble, but it is not the safest place to be. Major Air Force basis with big fighter wing squadrons are always targeted as part of nuclear attack plans. Ellsworth Air Force Base is 10 miles from Rapid City and 50 miles from Deadwood, not far enough to escape the devastating effects of a bomb. Ellsworth Air Force Base is home to one of only two B-1B Lancer strategic bomber wings in the United States Air Force.

    Other than that, besides being pretty stupid for continuing on with the martingale bullshit, your mind is obviously severely twisted with this ridiculous stuff you spew. You know the stuff you read and are quoting is made from nutcases, for similar nutcases to digest and believe. Targeted towards the uneducated and ignorant. I would suggest some kind of medication would likely help you mightily. It would help you to try and get your head on straight (or straighter than it is)

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    1. in ur opinion, where is the safest place in the usa to be, not including ak and hi?

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    2. I think Lyon Kansas would be your best bet. you should head there ASAP

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    3. I agree, Lyon Kansas is the place to be!

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    4. You should never have left Lyons, you couldn't have been any unhappier, at least based on your outbursts and upsetness you exhibit gambling

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    5. w@s never more unh@ppy th@n when im in lyons

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  7. I hope that this nuclear war doesn't happen until after my Vegas trip next month. I might as well dump all my money playing the sweet, sweet slots there.

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    1. id like someone to expl@in how w@r with russi@ c@n be @voided when Turkey is @ member of n@to, @long with us, @nd is shooting down russi@n pl@nes. we @re bound by l@w to milit@rily defend turkey.

      congress should p@ss @ l@w immedi@tely forbidding us from defending turkey.

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    2. The Russian plane was in Turkey's air space when it got shot. Russia is going to make lots of noise but they are not going to esculate because they were in the wrong, and Turkey has not need to do esculate because they already shot down the plane. Besides, there are these people called diplomats that are supposed to work things out, at least some of the times. You have more chance of getting stuck in a snow bank and die in Deadwood than from a nuclear strike from Russia.

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    3. being in their airspace 17 seconds doesnt mean they should shoot it down. how did u feel when about 25 yrs ago, the oldtime soviet union shot down a korean plane that accidently entered their airspace? all 200+ died.

      lets say u were flying to korea from canada and were on the plane, and the pilot didnt hear the russian warning, u feel u shouldve been shot down? ur arguement is BS and the whole world knows it.

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    4. You are comparing a fighter jet to a commercial passenger airplane? You are an idiot.

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    5. Tony what "Law" is the US bound by to defend Turkey? I would like to read up on this law.

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    6. according to the constitution, foreign treaties are the supreme law of the land, superseding all state laws and other laws. Nato is a treaty ratified over 50 yrs ago. if any member is attacked all are required to defend militarily if asked. we need to kick turkey out of nato it being the only moslem country in it.

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    7. Tony, terrorists love people like you. This is exactly the kind of responses they want with their attacks. They want to polarize people, in turn giving them more cause for their actions. Don't be such a puppet Tony.

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    8. Tony - your logic is "somewhat" correct. However, the key is in the last sentence: Turkey was not attacked. Russia's response is to place ground missiles throughout Syria to control the airspace corridor. I don't think you should be too worried about a nuclear war.

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    9. I suspect the issue here is Tony is getting his information from sites that exist solely as click-bait for the weak-minded. When Argentina invaded the Falklands/Malvinas the US wouldn't even share military intelligence with the UK.

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  8. I have said it before and I will say it again, Tony, you arae batshit crazy and need to be institutionalized. not only for your own safety, but more importantly for those around you. You pay two weeks rent one day, then drop $3000 into a machine that every man and his dog has told you not to play, and then you talk about running away again. Tony that $3000 was 5 FUCKING MONTHS RENT.

    How many innocent hotel guests did you abuse and wish them dead after you dropped this? how many innocent casino staff did you abuse and wish their mothers dead did you rant on about this time Tony?

    Did it ever occur to you that if you go dropping bombs on targets in a foreign Nation, their will be people in that nation who will try and retaliate?

    It does not matter where you try and hide your scrawny little body, you will not escape God's wrath. You have sinned far to often and then tried to convince yourself that God loves you and will redeem your soul. You cannot bluff God. You have been warned recently that you are surrounded by the demons of the 666 cult, and yet you have made no effort to denounce them or their leader. Satan awaits you in the bowels of hell.

    If you think a nuclear explosion is going to be hot, just wait till you arrive in hell. In the mean time if you are planning on emigrating, please do not come to Australia, we have enough crazies trying to get here already without having to worry about you. Plus most importantly for you, we do not have vbj machines.

    On another note about immigrating to another Country, you will probably need a thing called a Passport that identifies who you are. A month or so ago you were whinging about needing a new form of Identification for when you Louisianna I.D. becomes non valid. I said then you would do nothing about it until it becomes critical and then you will panic and do something stupid. Well.................

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    1. wow Koala you are a sick, evil person

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    2. No Koala knows Tony all to well, and he put it out there truthfully at least he didnt sugar coat it like most posters do. Tony will not change and sooner or later he will hit rock bottom again as he has no self-discipline to change his lifestyle, he will keep bouncing from place to place. But i do give Tony credit as to how long he has lasted.He has maintained longer then most people and would have gave up long ago. So to Tony i say continue on how ever you want its your life and your bankroll............

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  9. everyone knows ur an AP tony, not a poker grinder, gotta ride out this downswing and martingale ur way back up.

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  10. If BJ is all math, and Tony is terrible at math, doesn't it follow that Tony would do terrible at BJ?

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  11. Isaiah 41:10 King James Bible.
    'Fear thou not; For I am with thee.

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  12. According to Tony we are all going to die for Obama's and the Good old USA sins. I am about to eat my last Thanksgiving dinner so I intend to enjoy my last meal. Happy Thanksgiving to all and to all a good night.

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  13. I am reassured that when the nukes drop Tony Bigcharles will be there to repopulate the earth. That is all.

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  14. If I were you, I'd fear that the VBJ games you love so much don't shuffle at the frequency you think they do. I'd also put in a modicum of effort to verify their shuffle points. Probably by tracking cards and doing some statistical analysis on the observed results. Or you could just listen to Benny and pray he's right. Which he isn't. Anyway, enjoy the "shuffle each round" firmware updates on the Aruze and Shufflemaster machines you love so much.

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  15. What a lovely group of friends you have here Tony.

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    1. beleive me, most @rent friends, most @re trolls whose comments i should delete. when r u going to get others in toledo to post here?

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    2. Very soon, i am working on a few now. Todd and Keith don't know how to use a computer.

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  16. These being the people you don't want to see, right, ?

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  17. Tony, I noticed you said on Twitter that you are having some good wins on Bovada since coming to Deadwood. Maybe you have finally found the right place for you. Since you don't like crowds (which I can understand, I don't like them either), why don't you just stay in your room for $19.99 a night and grind out poker on Bovada. That way you don't have to play VBJ and you don't have to play poker with the rules you don't like there in Deadwood.

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    1. Why do you think Tony can stay in his hotel for $20 in perpetuity if he doesn't gamble in the casino?

      Why do you think Tony is a winning player on Bovada?

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  18. I don't, but Tony does. He said that his room rate was $19.99 ever day of the week and that it had nothing to do with his play as to why it was so low.

    He's not a winning player on Bovada. But everywhere he goes he plays on Bovada. Using Tony logic, his new residence must be good for him as he has had a couple of winning sessions on Bovada since arriving there. Mind you he will eventuall Martingale his way to losing it all like he does every time.

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  19. Woe to you, oh earth and sea
    For the Devil sends the beast with wrath
    Because he knows the time is short
    Let him who hath understanding
    Reckon the number of the beast
    For it is a human number
    Its number is six hundred and sixty six

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