i'm down to $17,500 (and probably will have Less by the time u read this post at the rate its been going). the lure of cheap housing must really be strong after what happened in foxwoods. Otherwise why would i go to an area that sucks for poker and essentially has not much except a VBJ machine and an Ultimate Texas Holdem machine (that some claim can be beaten but im not sure how). i should leave, go to vegas, reno, phoenix to live cheap and play poker, but im stubborn, i spent way too much to get settled in here, and now that ive earned $400 monthly in free slot play i feel dumb if i go. i might even have played enough to earn $200 a week free play in dec but of course dont know.
I'm not even familiar with the structure of the poker games offered. NL games arent legal in this state, so instead its like $2-10, $2-20, $2-100, $5-100, $5-50 etc. And its cold. average yearly snowfall is like 360 inches a year, though ive not yet seen enough snow to stick to the ground yet.
some days it seems theres no game at all and certainly not at all the different rooms in town. when there is a game it often breaks well before midnight if not a prime day of the week. often its not the stakes i want and unless u have less than $100 in front of u, its not a true NL game.
Could be why i have frustrating dreams of being squeezed and squashed between 2 semitrucks, or be seeing them go off bridges into water. or riding in cars that scare me to death going straight up vertically. one thing thats really odd though is when im sleeping women in dreams are friendly and nice and quite physically affectionate completely unlike real life except for when i was under 25 and much better looking. this makes zero sense to me.
so do i leave? the cheapest way out is allegiant straight into vegas. also i have zero data on my phone, sprint works not at all here, and unless i pay big for roaming, im cant use my phone til the next billing cycle. most use verizon. it seemed to all disappear in under 2 weeks, and the signal was never much good, usually says extended 1x, never 3 gte or 4gte like in big cities.
love the solitude, the lack of people, and the fact ive got pretty much the whole casino to myself alot of the day, but i cant go broke here either.
big question is do i want to live off my lifes savings, or go back to grinding poker for a living? in beatable games that is.
why do i like Cruz, Pauls, and trumps tax plans? because then id LEGALLY not owe taxes. legally not illegally takes a weight off my mind. some also are no payroll tax. why do democrats push the payroll tax on the lowest wage earners who cannot afford it?