Saturday, December 5, 2015

closed out my wells fargo new bank account today

the more fed-up i get with losing in deadwood, (only $13,300+ left) the more i feel trapped here. for one thing, my books i ordered online will arrive dec 8 supposedly. its so hard to walk away from what is essentially a $1400 monthly check. yet i know if i just take the money and dont play, ill get no more. they give u back an extremely low percentage, much less than 1%, of all ur coin-in for the previous month, no matter if u won or lost.

and i dread a cab to the airport and long rides to chicago or vegas. i actually dont like to travel. plus it would lower the roll too.

im too broke to be paying vince the new higher price of $500 month if i lived in vegas he wanted this year once i got in better shape. (used to be $10 day-$300 month). i wonder if the other roommate complained? (jay). sure dont want to end up like the trooper, his place scary as fuck. nor do i want to be surrounded with large groups living in my house such as flushdraw, some of whom get high. at least all vince ever does is come home drunk. ideal situation would be with Ray (no cost--no idea why) since he has a car and is now playing poker himself. last 2 nights hes been at the table in toledo middle of the night if anyone in the toledo area would like to find out who he is.

if not that, live with a woman who loves me enough to let me move in with her for not much money--which flush draws original plan was. someone who wants to start a commitment to make it work. then id have a large home filled with possessions not mine, pets, etc.

i know i wish i could see my family, but not when im this bad off, and not when its inconvenient. the time to come is anytime im on the amtrak between albuquerque and chicago. if i was going, id fly to chicago, (cheapest way out of deadwood) then train from there. right now i shouldnt be doing NOTHING with my money but getting a much larger roll together before i end up in the critical zone i was in for most of my entire life. (by that i mean back below $10,000). Bovada balance is down to only $233. with the last $322 withdrawal not yet arrived, and the $175 lost since. if someone really cared about my welfare, they wouldnt expect me to til i get myself in shape first, into steady housing, medical etc. theyd think it would be foolish to waste more money.

the reason i emptied the new bank acct and closed it out totally to stop any fees is because i didnt want to withdraw any more from boa. its under $10k now. so i took the WF money instead in person this morning.

26 comments:

  1. $500 a month for staying at Casa La Saint Vincente is still a bargain when you factor in that it is a safe place for you to live in Las Vegas.

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  2. $500 a month for someone to put up with TBC is a deal and you should take it. Clearly Deadwood isn't working so I don't know why you really care about $1400 freeplay.

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    1. At least he don't LIE like most of these fake people on this world playing the corporate game.

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    2. Tony doesn’t lie? Haven't you been reading Tony's blogs for the last few years?

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  3. hmm take the free play and don't play ,take a break and get your mind right ( LOL.. i know)and plan your next move while using whats left of your free play there and then go back to vegas and for $500. a month at Vince house sounds like a deal. Of course you will run where ever the grass looks greener and promises of free play and money being won with no effort at all. Good luck on what ever you choose.

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  4. Tony go back to Vegas before its to late.

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    1. Yeah that's what he needs to be trapped in a place with his worst addiction staring him right in the face. Are you goofy?

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    2. if i was in vegas instead of here, id play far less VBJ and more poker. they removed the good machine from the elcortez so i wouldnt really have any decent VBJ left there, so i wouldnt be playing it.

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    3. That is why your not back in Vegas to begin with, because they don't have any decent VBJ's left for you to play. Your road trip so far was based on VBJ's all over the country seems like. I really don't think the problem lies with any machines as apposed to having a void elsewhere in your life that needs filled. This would reduce your emotional dependency you have developed for those games. This means getting straight with "God". Just remember you and I both know more than anyone who reads this blog that God knows every little thing we are doing, you can run from him but you can't hide! The Father knows all. Just a matter of time my friend.

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  5. Tony why did you remove your last Blog post? People are blaming me and I'm pretty sure it wasn't my fault because my IQ is not as high as yours, so you see it can't be my fault.

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    1. i've been writing too many blog entries that are entirely unprofessional, ive got to quit writing posts when im upset. its no wonder i never get any advertising revenue anymore. ive got to quit this, how did i ever get into that habit? too many posts ive wrote then been embarrassed a couple days later and figured the right thing to do is to take it down. this time i did it on my own, without being asked to by lightning.

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  6. If I lose one more set of trips on the flop to a heads up caller, I am going to stand up and start throwing chairs at the players.

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    1. u should still be up overall, no need to be mad. u won $550. do u think this is what God wants u to do? u are supposed to be much closer to God than i am. u still go to church?

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    2. Your right, yeah I was just in church over the holidays.

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  7. i sure am relieved to see my bovada acct is back up to $361 from $223. the last thing id ever want to do is to remove money back out of my $13,400 roll to redeposit. out of the original $150 deposit made right after coming to deadwood, ive withdrawn a total of $490. i need bovada to supply a steady income to cover my monthly rent here of $680 per month for 4 weeks plus half a week. sure thats a little more than id pay vince, but at least no commuting back and forth. its kind of scary walking the 5 blocks to his house off isolated side streets, from buffalo and westcliff, no matter if its a good neighborhood. too many males under 30 living nearby. that was always the real reason i didnt want to live there. had he been able to go get me 100% of the time id never wanted to move out. it was nice feeling like part of a family, wondering if vince realizes this? least Ray would always be able to pick me up. im glad i ordered those books. tired of never spending money on myself, but being expected to for other people so much of my life. when i was 19, i wasnt like this. my rent then was in a nice apt for $160 month. so when i inherited $1900, i bought a pinball machine big sized one. most of the money disappeared on hookers my first 2 weeks in toledo of the $1900 too. its been almost 10 yrs now since i gave a hooker a dime. i fear im getting old, and i have now reached a point i value money over almost anything else. i never used to. is that good or bad? i fear mightly losing everything and i dont ever want to sleep outside or pandhandle like i was forced to in the early 90s. for over 7 yrs mom and i didnt speak if i remember right after i threw the vase at her scaring her when my son was 4. i next saw him at age 11-12 i think.

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    1. Tony, you spend almost ALL your money on yourself supporting your gambling addiction. You got up to almost $30,000 and are now down to almost $13,000. Who else did you spend any of that now-gone $17,000 on other than yourself?

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    2. im referring to buying myself possessions. i own nothing but clothes and a laptop. neither of which is much good. ive never bought myself things

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  8. Come back to Vegas,buy a scooter for 400-700 and a good lock. Move in with Vince and lock the scooter up in a nice spot near the bus stop! No insurance or license required.

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    1. a bike works just as well, cheaper and safer to operate. either one would be stolen, theres no safe way to lock them up.

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    2. use the valet and tip them a buck that way your bike wouldn't get stolen and also you wouldn't have to go thur any dark parking areas.

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    3. valets only accept cars. we arent talking about parking it outside a casino, but parking it near the convenience store westcliff and buffalo. boarding bus 10 miles to downtown, then later back to westcliff and buffalo, picking up the bike, and going home 5 blocks further.

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    4. Then buy a cheap bike, an expensive lock, learn how to secure it properly. They don't steal cheap ass bikes that are locked up!

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  9. Trooper has been there for 1.5 years. Never been robbed and never had his apt or car broken into. Plus he is a few blocks from downtown.

    Seems like a good place for you.

    Get one of those kids scooters. You can fold it up and put it in your backpack

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    1. comparing trooper to tony is unfair. on the "0-100 having your shit together scale", trooper is around a 69. tony is around a 15.

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    2. Maybe like 73.7 to 9.6 in favor of Trooper.

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