$234 on a private sleeper car from Toledo to harpers ferry wv. $110 for an Uber to MD live. $214 for 2 nites in a 3 1/2 star hotel normally $159 nite close to MD live with shuttle service. $116 for 1 nite in the holiday inn express by the racetrack. $127 for a total of 2 nites in a much shittier motel where nothing worked. sure is a lot of money spent since thurs is it not, just because Ray wasnt up to driving into detroit?
But that sure was a good pokerroom in charlestown for action. and due to previous history, im sure md live is just as well.
But without a car, and a place to live, (for $1200 a month or much less preferably, what good is it?) im not spending $116 x 30 per month just to feel secure from harm, and get wifi that works. no landlords live in walking distance, renting month to month.
nor do any by md live, although hotel options slightly less. don't even suggest living by the room in detroit. Ray showed me how 2 blocks up the street huge projects with lots of murders. looks horrible outside in the dark.
its amazing i do not have LESS money than when i left toledo. ive still got the same $15,100+ i had before i paid for ANY of this. which shows u how heavily, and how much, i won in the pokerroom in WV. $300 of which came from $2-2 omaha high. $40 from live table BJ. $150 win plus $110 loss. and so many good looking women in that room. every one taken of course. most were with a black guy, and one was older with her husband. one was with her dad and mom who dealt there.
i dont manage my health any better. my stomach is much fatter than i am. finally wear size 38, and not been to the gym since i left rays house. i sure do need to go walking, he was right. he says i might die if i dont go.
but im sure living a high quality lifestyle compared to my early and mid 20s. all the years others look for a wife i spent fighting homelessness and poverty, living in rooms that would scare me to death today. But i feel im using very poor management spending this money as fast as i win it. (this is why most pro's almost none of whom play as well as me, play higher limits than me, such as $2-5) u really do need to win in excess of $30 per hour long term to start becoming successful. or be with friends with cars and homes. what choice do i have, i cant be in the ghetto.
this is why i must leave for ACNJ. cannot afford to be here. i sure wish i could find a long term solution near some better rooms. i need more friends like Ray.