Talking with reading poker tells and Ak gal on twitter (where theres not enough room to reply) lets me see just how messed up this worlds become. who wouldve ever dreamed 50 yrs ago this country wouldve some day approved of gay marriage? or that it wouldve been accepted by the public? it shows u how much liberal marxist indoctrination in the public schools has ruined our kids.
why would any guy who isnt a complete pervert like this guy is ever wish to hear that his wife would be willing to fool around with another woman? its gross. Most of the ones who do are about as ugly looking as they come. Many women have been extremely disappointed to learn their husband was gay, and divorced them late in life due to it. If u were a man, would u want ur wife coming to u, and telling u "i dont like dick anymore, u dont have what it takes to satisfy me, im leaving u for her. she is able to make me happy in ways u cant." This is how i felt when claudia went back to NY without me. Or when my sons mother took up with a black guy.
u see homosexuality is all about not accepting others for who they are the way God created them. its not my fault i was born a man. and i dont like being told "well since u have a dick instead of a pussy, i dont love u. I cant love u. im gay and need a woman. thats how i was born." we all need to be able to find love. autistic people cant, theyre too out of this world. and when people are gay, there goes ur chance of finding love with them. I've never been told once in 20 yrs i love u and its why im so bitter towards life. all this money im winning dont really make me happy. the only time i was really happy was when claudia was around. so when Grump persuaded her out on their hike to return to NY without me, i couldnt deal with it.
and the same goes for white women who fool around with black guys. its telling the white guy who would rather be with them instead that she dont accept him not for anything hes done, but simply because of the color of his skin. (that he isnt black with that big dick). what a horrible and racist thing for a women to say. how would black guys like it if black women wouldnt go with them, but wanted a white guy instead? its wrong to prefer one race over another race, and many white women do just this. they pick a guy, not in spite of the fact hes black but specifically cause hes black. so many kids in the black community grow up in poverty without fathers because all the men wont date or marry a black women, but specifically seek out a white girl. i cannot go anywhere in the casino without seeing a black guy with a white girl. u look around in the casinos here in ac, 80-90% of the times u see a girl with a black guy, its a white girl instead of a black one. (for the ages 20-35). now for the older guys, its still usually a black one. but the kids. theyre so immoral and left wing nowdays. voting for bernie and shit. this generation is lost. most of the girls u would swear were hookers too.
i think everyone should be accepted and be able to be told "i love u" but for some of us its impossible. the worlds just changed too much. when i was under 25, i could find women. i wish u could see the pictures of me age 18-25. i was much better looking then. now im ugly since i never shave. plus i look close to 10 yrs older than i am, since i had a life of poverty so many years til i was about 35. even then i got low sometimes, like in 2012 for 6-8 months out in Jean in the goldstrike. but the old old days i was often not playing poker to survive, but panhandling. sleeping outdoors. im talking 1988-1999. so far back i remember very little of my day to day life. my life is so much better now u wouldnt believe. if u really knew and understood, u would see why i gamble, why i wont change, and why i wont spend money. i feel i know what to do to get by. i dont listen to others who i feel cant relate. used to feel lightning could until i read his blog on his feelings towards old fashioned reagen type republicans who honor God. now only ray does. did it ever bother me to read his feelings of ted cruz, the one guy who could rescue us from trump. but since he dont support gay marriage they give the hard time they dont give trump. they know trumps a secret liberal who supports it.
most people go to vegas to gamble instead of here in NJ if they wish to do it as their sole means of support. look at how well that worked out for the trooper. living where housing is free, where u see a beautiful view of the ocean each day from the top floor of a hi rise hotel, and the action is really loose and easily beatable is the way to go is the only way to go. especially as pokerstars grows in size
i was quite surprised and happy to see more online choices of games on stars NJ launch than i expected. for example, 2-7 single dr, 50-50 double up sngs, and 8 game mix were all offered. i wasnt sure even one of these choices would be offered. im in the process of getting my account up and running with the help of emailing support back and forth. i need to make a brief trip to louisiana, then get dental care somewhere, but ill be back for sure.