really i shouldnt be, (though my $45,000+ roll is now $43,900+) but i thought i was losing close to $600-700 more. truth be told, here in the tahoe Biltmore, since coming here after leaving reno tues morning, i am still up over $400 overall. but not nearly what i was up before dropping this $1214 over the past 4 hours. theres still a long night to go theres no way to get Uber into reno or sacramento this time of the morning, its like only 1.30 am reno time thursday morning.
i am disappointed Vince wont be around for my birthday so now i wont have any special way to celebrate it. yesterday he mentioned being in Chumash casino playing $3-6 fixed limit big o. ive never been to chumash same for most of u. i thought he was taking a trip to lake tahoe, but it turned out he isnt, hes got a dealing job coming up later this month. hes not coming up here til april. i was going to give him gas money to see 3 different rooms in cali close to 50-75 miles from me ive never been to.
ive still got quite a bit of the money stored in various casinos in reno, over $15,000 worth. Only about $9000 is still with me to work with. some is still in the bank too. i did ride the city bus to buy groceries in the rain today over to incline village and back, this weather up here is horrible. teeth need fixed of course. im wondering if vince was right, i shouldve done this before leaving vegas.
i dont feel reno is really where i want to go instead of vegas. i didnt wish to live in vegas, but theres no good VBJ or regular shoe BJ in reno i like, id rather be in shreveport or other cities. i no longer feel like staying here, but where do i take the amtrak too? where do i fix the teeth?
for the most part, over 95% of the time, ive been left to myself on the VBJ without people. this is just as dead as Hoover dam lodge, even more so. the one kid (so many people in this town dont look over 21 in this casino, including lots of employees) who wouldve sat at least walked off when i didnt feel like associating with no one instead of giving me attitude. when losing big money u really cant afford to, the last thing u wish to do is sit and socialize with strangers. u just want time alone.
theres no hookers in here ever to socialize with either. the ONLY people who ever come up to talk who arent employees are MEN. people under 40, way under 40, the filth and scum of this new age who believe differently than the rest of us from the much older generation. people who do NOT hold no moral views on sexuality, didnt vote for Trump, dont believe in God or the Bible, they drink, smoke weed, and wish it to be legal. they hate capitalism and believe the govts main responsibility is to provide for everyones financial needs so they dont need to work, and think those of us with disabilities should be aborted before theyre born, so they dont have to deal with our idiosyncracies on the poker table. plus this guy reeked of alcohol. he didnt like not getting a seat when im stuck heavily tying up 5 spots when not betting 5 every hand but at least he left without making too much of an issue. i never had a girlfriend, no matter how much i put other womens needs over my own (think Sue and Britni) and now i only care about money-its what i love now. not women, got no interest in women. i dont like their life views and perspectives. they dont have the old fashioned ones from my grandmothers days no more who wish to be good wives and housemates.
now within the previous 10 minutes i posted 2 new blogs. these 2 blogs, make sure u see them BOTH. not just this one. this is the truth, not the fake tweet i posted, i only posted it curious to see how many people who would be willing to believe the worst.