Sunday, July 16, 2017

explaining my twitter comments

well my time in vegas will soon come to an end, hard to believe most of the 5 weeks are gone already. lightning has came and gone, and Koala is still here for a brief while longer. when he first came to town, we played much more poker together than he is doing now. i still sleep weird hours much different from day to day, plus i always need to leave the game immediately if im giving back too much of a decent win. been playing more in the wynn lately, since i got me a safety deposit box. and im glad im back to being just over $18,000. nice to no longer need to carry cash on me. im home now updating the blog and cooking eggs.

Bitcoin is dropping like a rock, so the $190 i had left online i took off the BJ site and left only $20. and shipped it back to the bank, which is what finally put me back over $18,000. since its only going to go down til the fork problems coming up in august get resolved, its best to stay completely clear of it til then.

Koala and i played in the nugget once, the wynn once, and planet H twice. soon he will go to reno/tahoe for 1 week or so, then return. he keeps losing BIG in poker, then recovering the money in BJ. he isnt counting though, he increased his bet in the golden gate from $75 to $100 when it was minus 11. i started out very bad, out $324 that day, and so did he. but he recovered, the shoe got good, then i finished the shoe by myself and ended up winning over $150. briefly the shoe was plus 21. they dealt out 7 whole decks or more out of 8.

i was lucky to recover some of my poker loss in Planet H on the big split VP the other night after i left or id be $250 worse off now.

when i posted on twitter the other day to @onechiquita (alysia chang) that money was more valuable than anything else, i meant that without it u cant survive. u sleep outdoors instead of indoors when u are without it. u cannot eat. u cannot find relationships either, u are under way too much stress to. yes the love of 1 good woman who will stick with u for life is very important and means more than anything in the world. but without $ u wont find it. and she didnt mention a wife or girlfriend. she said family and friends, which are nice to have, but lower down the list. many marriages have been ruined because people put their family or friends over their wives and girlfriends. i'm the ONLY man who puts my girl first, i visited sue every day in the state mental hospital when age 19-21 unless i was out of town. even when homeless and needing to spend the entire day panhandling to come up with money for a shitty rooming house or the shelter i lived in sometimes. but i never missed seeing the girl who i loved and the ONLY girl to ever tell me she loved me when her judge wouldnt let her see me for a while due to her running away. and she did til she took up with a black guy in the institution the time she didnt want me to go to iowa/st louis for over 1 month. he later got shot by the police like 2-3 yrs later.

when i knew lorna and britni in my pokerstars days of 2002-2009 then again i wasted money trying to find love, putting their needs first, or at least i felt like i was. maybe not their true needs, but their money needs. though Britni would get mad and say i got her to spend too much time on poker and i think she later gave poker up for good. ending online in the US did this.

so to AC, yes the love of a good woman is number 1, but without $$ u will never get this. first u need to be able to survive and care for yourself or they wont want u. this takes $.. which is why i say $ is over all else. either this or u need to be good looking and the only women who ever considered me good looking were like before i was 21. (a few women i had sex with before i met sue or around the same time). i wish i had the picture of my newspaper with my picture in it while this age.

wonder how many of my readers seen the video interview of me Pure aggression did which i talked of in the comments section of the previous blog entry?




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  1. "wonder how many of my readers seen the video interview of me Pure aggression did which i talked of in the comments section of the previous blog entry?"

    Post a link to it Tony?

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    1. it was posted, in the comments section of my last blog. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0iI22JvFDfE

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  2. If money is so important, why do you waste so much of it on -EV games? And why do you waste so much of it traveling?

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    1. i dont think i do waste money on traveling, i havent traveled since returning to vegas, and im spending as much on rental costs now as when i was traveling for the most part. if i did travel to toledo, i could cut costs. i dont think i waste it on -ev games either. the money i have lost on -ev VP, its mostly much lower losses in EV than in actual costs. u dont see the wins, only the bigger sized losses. and the money i lost on live BJ wasnt -ev, but the way i was betting wasnt too smart back in reno. overbet much much too high. but i did much more of this back 5-10 yrs ago and one reason i was more broke then. for example, lost tons of money on even money BJ alot. much less so lately. since the money does matter when i get stuck on -ev games i feel i cant quit til i get it back.

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    2. Pleas post the records you keep of the last three years of BJ, VBJ, and VP. If you are truly a professional gambler, you will have detailed records of every last cent you have gambled. Prove it that those games are +EV for you.

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  3. Okay, you're lonely and you are desperate for money and want a good woman. When you embarked on this gambling endeavor, why this instead of actually getting job skills?

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    1. because i was 21, recently had a felony conviction, and couldnt get hired nowhere, with no experience or job history. except $4.25 per hour part time work. after months of trying to look i just gave up. maybe things would be different now, but with no job history, i doubt it. at least the felony would be well over 7 yrs, more like 27. longest job i had was like 2 months at RL polk in cleveland.

      poker is the only thing which fits and it certainly pays better. depending on the city, from $10-28 per hour, with the chance for advancement in higher limits once the roll grew enough. any real job i got would be well below $15 per hour. but this is true for lots of people, about 50% of people are either working for min wage, unemployed or on govt assitance. less than 1% of people have high paying jobs like u, lightning, josie, DWP, and many of the blog readers. so as many people are broke and poor, including most of those who do have jobs, i think poker is a wonderful opportunity which im not going to let go

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  4. Totally off topic, but Tony I was wondering what machine at Jerry's NUgget would you suggest playing to clear the 1000 points needed to receive the $100 free play. Not trying to hit it big, just trying to reach the 1000 points with as little investment as possible. Thanks

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    1. BJ video of course. its still paying 99.39% which is a pretty high payout regardless of the fact its shuffling every round. for less variance, try 2 hands at once.

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    2. Thanks Tony. Gonna try it out tonite. Also do you know if any of there bj machines pay 3 to 2 on bj.

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    3. this is only the bartop ones which do this. all of the ones with virtual dealers pay 3-2

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  5. Tony, why do you care if bitcoin is falling so much? Remember back in 2011-12, when I SENT YOU 10 coins on SWC, if you had kept them instead of bitzinoing them off, I could see you caring about BTC. Furthermore, the world is in one of the longest bullish runs ever in glo al markets, had you just bought a high yield fund 8 years ago ahem when OBAMA was prez yiu would have tripled your money...You could be very well off by now but you are still gonna find your way back down to 10k...

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    1. im pretty sure u never sent me 10 coins, unless i paid u for them elsewhere. unless maybe the coins were like $1 each at the time.

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  6. Tony:

    This blog said you would explain some of your tweets. Perhaps you could explain some of your most recent tweeterings:

    tony bigcharles‏ @sevencard2003 9h9 hours ago
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    get tired of dreaming of black people homelessness and homosexuality. but i do wish someone couldve took a pic of me playing with the dog
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    tony bigcharles‏ @sevencard2003 9h9 hours ago
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    this took place in a homeless shelter. also im glad the part where i yelled at the security guard for trying to circlejack me didnt happen
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    Firstly, what is it you dream about when you're dreaming of "black people, homelessness, and homosexuality?"

    Secondly, why did you want a picture of you playing with the dog? Why would that be meaningful to you? And, are you really saying you wish someone, in your dream, would have taken the photo? Or are you wishing someone could have taken the picture in real life, of a dream you had playing with a dog? I'm not sure what your wishing for there, big guy.

    Thirdly, can one other person, in this case a security guard, "circlejack" another person? I'm pretty sure the term is "circle jerk". Also, I've always assumed that you need at least 3 people to have a circle jerk. It seems that two folks could only have a line jerk. Was the dream security guard trying to get you to enjoy the "circlejack" with others, or just the two of you?

    You're a fascinating person, Tony.

    s.i.

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    1. most of them are nightmares and before i spent most of my time playing poker, a lot of the time between ages 18-25 i spent a lot of the time pandhandling so i could play poker. in dreams im often looking for shelter or in a shelter looking for cheap rent. lots of times im about to be assualted or killed. i felt like the picture of me with the dog would get women to like me. as far as homosexuality, which ive dreamed of before, i never knew what circlejack meant, so i had to look up the term online as soon as i woke up to find out what i dreamed. i only yelled at the guard in the dream, no idea what i meant

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    2. Thank you for clearing that up. Now it's clear as mud.

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