Last night i had a bunch of weird dreams, and im sitting in here doing my laundry for what might be the last time. u see i lost so much money playing blackjack (around $2100) at the silver legacy the other day when checking Bill Potts into the hotel there goes the rent money for June3. im now only at $18,100 when i was at $20,100. id just recovered back to 20 after a drop to 15k i dont even know how i did it except luck. i was even less before i won over $300 in the mix game in the atlantis, which is weird because i dont know the games as well as they do. i just play less hands, and theres multiple bluffers in the games. so when she comes over to fix the problem i found with spiders, i might tell her i decided to leave June 3 after all, after originally telling her i would stay another month. i think the best solution might be to convince her to do a half month again.
Bill Potts is leaving for Germany and the promotion got screwed up and will be over with and we were surprised to find Cutter there also. and Benny went up to deadwood, and i cant imagine how he found cheap enough rooms there. this is the time of year prices go way up, june july and august.
last night i was with Yoshi (in my sleep) and he was buying a computer we needed and some old guy was being assualted and pushed out of the store, and Yoshi went running outside and i guessed he knew the guy and he was with his sister. now ive never known him to have a sister and it was a young and pretty asian girl. as soon as i get outside 3 black guys in a microphone who look like tv reporters say hey theres the guy who did it and point at me, and some other black guy starts coming up to me with a baseball bat.
and then im in a college, and im looking for my room and seattle irish is trying to help me find it and a young black couple is pissed im walking too fast and trying to get around them. i dream my room is in the womens dorms and is registered in a womans name. and im suddenly walking up some very scary looking stairs to get to the top floor where theyres a huge gymnasium, a huge library and grocery store, and a ton of empty conference rooms all out in the open and im a back corner trying to figure out how to fix a wedding dress.
and of course in the 3rd and final dream, im playing poker with a guy who got banned from another casino in some small game in the middle of nowhere.
and since im still doing laundry, its half done now, i might as well cook some noodles on the stove. this might be my last chance to do that again too if i move.
Tuesday, May 28, 2019
Wednesday, May 22, 2019
good promotions bringing in money
well its good to only be down $28 at poker for the month of May, considering i was down about $1500 once this month. that being said, thats still not making any income, and ive got $1400 or so in rent due every month. i won a couple times on live blackjack and sometimes on some machines but of course have had some losses too. overall this has not been a good month, because i was around 20k at one time a few weeks back and now even with this recovery, have only went back to 17,300 from a low of 15,600
got a little money from Bill Potts, who decided to fly here from PA, and then drive up from Vegas, because of a promotion i told him about that would be worth a shit ton of money to a guy with a big bankroll. Cutter also comes here for the promotion and i didnt even know he knew about it. its not in any of the casinos u would think it would be but elsewhere and i cant give out the details but its worth something. and also i hooked him up with some of my free rooms. only one i dont think knows about it is Herbie and i sure wasnt telling him since he would ruin it and also because he claims he knows of a dealers angels machine i dont know of and wont say where it is. neither cutter, bill potts or mickey claim theyve heard of any i dont know of.
still dont know how much longer ill be in reno, but games do break up a lot at night and unless i want to play some of the great live BJ games here, this isnt so good. i paid another half of month and surprisingly she accepted that offer, with a plan to move out by June 3 or renew for another month and let her know by the end of may. Ray has done better recently in PLO and hasnt lost as much on video poker or video keno, which of course he has no business ever playing.
i think the blanket on the bed is something im allergic too, i was allergic to a lot of fabrics as a kid with the exception of cotton. but my allergies especially on my arms have gotten much worse recently no other explanation as to why. also ive been trying to cut down on costs by walking more and using Lyft less. my monthly net is way too high and i dont know how to live by a good poker room and pay not more than $1200 a month in expenses instead of always more than twice this a month to live. and still feel safe of course. its a lot more dangerous to be white in america today than it was 30 years ago because the country has moved so far to the left. People have less value for the human lives of white people and social conservatives and no more morality since people no longer believe in the teachings of almighty God.
got a little money from Bill Potts, who decided to fly here from PA, and then drive up from Vegas, because of a promotion i told him about that would be worth a shit ton of money to a guy with a big bankroll. Cutter also comes here for the promotion and i didnt even know he knew about it. its not in any of the casinos u would think it would be but elsewhere and i cant give out the details but its worth something. and also i hooked him up with some of my free rooms. only one i dont think knows about it is Herbie and i sure wasnt telling him since he would ruin it and also because he claims he knows of a dealers angels machine i dont know of and wont say where it is. neither cutter, bill potts or mickey claim theyve heard of any i dont know of.
still dont know how much longer ill be in reno, but games do break up a lot at night and unless i want to play some of the great live BJ games here, this isnt so good. i paid another half of month and surprisingly she accepted that offer, with a plan to move out by June 3 or renew for another month and let her know by the end of may. Ray has done better recently in PLO and hasnt lost as much on video poker or video keno, which of course he has no business ever playing.
i think the blanket on the bed is something im allergic too, i was allergic to a lot of fabrics as a kid with the exception of cotton. but my allergies especially on my arms have gotten much worse recently no other explanation as to why. also ive been trying to cut down on costs by walking more and using Lyft less. my monthly net is way too high and i dont know how to live by a good poker room and pay not more than $1200 a month in expenses instead of always more than twice this a month to live. and still feel safe of course. its a lot more dangerous to be white in america today than it was 30 years ago because the country has moved so far to the left. People have less value for the human lives of white people and social conservatives and no more morality since people no longer believe in the teachings of almighty God.
Monday, May 13, 2019
no more winners.
i just cannot win any more at poker. i did very well during run it up, so much so above normal i thought Reno was still a good place to play poker. i sure hate to leave this apartment and go back to living in motels without near as good a kitchen and living conditions. but theres no way in hell i can afford to keep paying $1400 a month, and its less than a week before its due. only wins lately were in blackjack but then again, most of the $3000 i blew about a week ago was also due to blackjack, most of which occured but not all, on the video Blackjack in the GSR. and i tried that poker room too but couldnt win there either. sometimes a game still went there even after the peppermill closed, but u would never know because they wont get bravo.
i recovered an $875 loss on the machine the first time i went there, and a few years back they told me i couldnt play live BJ, so thats why i played the machine. but the final time i played there didnt work out. i was back all the way to 20,000 before the big loss recently.
my phone shows about 3 winners in the last 25 sessions of poker, including 4 losses today in the course of 4 different games and sessions, some of which were as small as $7 losses, but nonetheless losses for about a little under $200 today total. how do i win over $6000 in 3 weeks during run it up, (and thats NOT including the $1787 tourney cash) and lose $3000 the next 3 weeks?
shouldnt have all that variance when i usually sit with only $40, and then slowly add to my stack. i quite a few times lost at poker, then won back $50-200 at live blackjack. but i cant rely on live blackjack either because one day in the peppermill i lost $1300 at live blackjack. at least saturday i won over $1400 playing blackjack in a different place than where i usually play.
i think either the live poker games have gotten a lot worse in reno, due to more california casinos opening up to where people are less willing to drive than they used to be, or due to people getting better at poker. or due to losing players playing far less often. or maybe they just are total degenerates and play higher now instead of $1-2. but Reno certainly has a lot more deepstacked $1-2 games than other places due to the match the biggest stack in the room rule. or maybe i just feel its much harder here simply because i used to often pay $150 a week rent and walk to the peppermill instead of living a bit further away, and using Lyft or Uber all the time. which increases my expenses dramatically. i can still walk it but i dont want to at night and am too lazy too during the day.
and Ray is winning decently if he sticks to PLO, but he lost thousands in the keno and vp. but he is up a few thousand from PLO in the last 6 weeks but held onto practically none of it. maybe I should still be there, but i feel like any day he will suddenly decide to stay home a month, and with my luck, he would do it a few days upon my return. i wish he could break the habit. ive at least stopped playing the big split here for at least 2 weeks now after i couldnt figure out why id keep losing so much on a 99.96% payback. if i play anything in the peppermill besides the vultureables, ill play the 100.03 bj machine that doesnt give comps or tier points at all anymore. and ive got to quit thinking the scarabs are worth playing when they arent.
went to contact my mom on mothers day, and i did it even earlier than lightning texted me but it only made me mad. for my mother is having a harder time paying rent since my son is no longer at her house but in a group workshop type sitting in great bend for those with disabilities. so her income is less now. and she says her house is worth 70k but she cant pay the mortgage hardly. she is well over 75.
she asked me a couple weeks ago to help with a hundred or two a month and i couldnt even afford my own rent and have been homeless most of my life so i felt that took a lot of nerve when she never gave me a dime when i was homeless in my 20s and dirt broke. all she ever wanted back then for me was for me to be forced to live somewhere i couldnt earn money at poker and be a ward of the state on ssi, and i cant think of a worse fate for anyone. id think most would rather commit suicide than live off any form of public assistance, ssi, disability, social security, but her, Ray, and Mark and a few others disagree.
so she said thats why im losing and its due to God. so i no longer ever feel like talking to her. i see her as no different than lorna and britni who used me for money. they used to tell me the same thing when i lost after not giving them money instead. so tell lightning i did it without him needing to tell me too.
i recovered an $875 loss on the machine the first time i went there, and a few years back they told me i couldnt play live BJ, so thats why i played the machine. but the final time i played there didnt work out. i was back all the way to 20,000 before the big loss recently.
my phone shows about 3 winners in the last 25 sessions of poker, including 4 losses today in the course of 4 different games and sessions, some of which were as small as $7 losses, but nonetheless losses for about a little under $200 today total. how do i win over $6000 in 3 weeks during run it up, (and thats NOT including the $1787 tourney cash) and lose $3000 the next 3 weeks?
shouldnt have all that variance when i usually sit with only $40, and then slowly add to my stack. i quite a few times lost at poker, then won back $50-200 at live blackjack. but i cant rely on live blackjack either because one day in the peppermill i lost $1300 at live blackjack. at least saturday i won over $1400 playing blackjack in a different place than where i usually play.
i think either the live poker games have gotten a lot worse in reno, due to more california casinos opening up to where people are less willing to drive than they used to be, or due to people getting better at poker. or due to losing players playing far less often. or maybe they just are total degenerates and play higher now instead of $1-2. but Reno certainly has a lot more deepstacked $1-2 games than other places due to the match the biggest stack in the room rule. or maybe i just feel its much harder here simply because i used to often pay $150 a week rent and walk to the peppermill instead of living a bit further away, and using Lyft or Uber all the time. which increases my expenses dramatically. i can still walk it but i dont want to at night and am too lazy too during the day.
and Ray is winning decently if he sticks to PLO, but he lost thousands in the keno and vp. but he is up a few thousand from PLO in the last 6 weeks but held onto practically none of it. maybe I should still be there, but i feel like any day he will suddenly decide to stay home a month, and with my luck, he would do it a few days upon my return. i wish he could break the habit. ive at least stopped playing the big split here for at least 2 weeks now after i couldnt figure out why id keep losing so much on a 99.96% payback. if i play anything in the peppermill besides the vultureables, ill play the 100.03 bj machine that doesnt give comps or tier points at all anymore. and ive got to quit thinking the scarabs are worth playing when they arent.
went to contact my mom on mothers day, and i did it even earlier than lightning texted me but it only made me mad. for my mother is having a harder time paying rent since my son is no longer at her house but in a group workshop type sitting in great bend for those with disabilities. so her income is less now. and she says her house is worth 70k but she cant pay the mortgage hardly. she is well over 75.
she asked me a couple weeks ago to help with a hundred or two a month and i couldnt even afford my own rent and have been homeless most of my life so i felt that took a lot of nerve when she never gave me a dime when i was homeless in my 20s and dirt broke. all she ever wanted back then for me was for me to be forced to live somewhere i couldnt earn money at poker and be a ward of the state on ssi, and i cant think of a worse fate for anyone. id think most would rather commit suicide than live off any form of public assistance, ssi, disability, social security, but her, Ray, and Mark and a few others disagree.
so she said thats why im losing and its due to God. so i no longer ever feel like talking to her. i see her as no different than lorna and britni who used me for money. they used to tell me the same thing when i lost after not giving them money instead. so tell lightning i did it without him needing to tell me too.
Saturday, May 4, 2019
$19,200
at one time the number $19,200 had special meaning to me. this was a few years back in vegas when Koala was in town and i was staying at candlewood suites when it used to only cost $2100 with tax to move in for 5 weeks and then be only $420 a week thereafter. (WEC's favorite place to stay in Vegas, who interestingly enough, agreed with me we should use the military in venezuela to free the people from their socialist Bernie sanders type of dictator). but last year when i looked its now over $2500 for the first 5 weeks plus tax.
the number was special because it was what i had when i first moved in, and i was determining whether i could afford to keep the place if my roll was at that number or higher when my 5 weeks was up and rent was due again. it told me whether to leave town or not or cut costs.
with tonights win, im at $19,200 now but it doesnt feel like enough. u see i had $20,400 when i paid the $2800 to move into my apartment here in reno so i feel like i need at least that much when it comes due again on the 19th of May. Granted, this time ill only be putting out $1400 instead of $2800 but still. theres inflation and costs go up and the roll is supposed to grow instead of maintening even, so id like a little leeway. also i spoke to her regarding my deposit and she told me that no she didnt need a 30 day notice if i was moving out just to please let her know as soon as possible. my deposit is included as part of my roll because JAMIE said it should be and im sure most of u think otherwise, since ill only get it if i become homeless.
which means my roll is actually less. so yeah being up $250 for the night feels like a much better than average score, so why not quit earlier than i would otherwise? i started off going to atlantis for the PLO mix and then i found out they fooled me, it was actually a bunch of weird games in the mix instead of plo and plo8, but they turned the friday night game into the same as the monday night game. plus Herbie never showed. i eventually won a big pot right as the game was quitting, in fact thats probably why it quit. i walked the atlantis and looked at the vultureables and then went to the Peppermill.
sat in the $1-2 a while, got ahead close to $100 but less, and then eventually quit when i gave back a bit and felt the young kid whose visited asia and had a shit ton of money in the game for $1-2 and didnt move to 3-5 or 5-10 even though both games were going (over $1000) i felt mightve bluffed me off my AK on a flop of JT4.
walked around a bit, but didnt feel like risking losing back my win by playing a little BJ with my coupon, and id definitely wanted to if i were behind. and i didnt see nothing worth playing on any vultureables either except i lost $13 on the ocean magic grand, with wilds lit up on the $5 level on rows 2,4,5 for 3 spins.
Herbie seemed to think theyre be a shit load of vultureables lit up with plays left all the way from here to Elko and that Elko is actually a place worth visiting for APs.
its so much easier to play well when behind because u have no fear of being bluffed (because u are looking for ANY excuse to call bets and flips which might get u even). and u avoid these like the plague when ahead making it tough to play your best. if i was to get ahead $500 in $1-2 the smartest thing i could do if i didnt leave would be to move to $3-5 NL with $300 to lock up the rest.
and of course, its critical to only sit with the $40 minimum and slowly increase the size of the stack in front of u as the hours go on as u become familiar with how others play. in about 4 hours its usually always about $300 whether u won, or made a bunch of addons and rebuys.
the BJ machine in the GSR doesnt suck nearly as bad as the one in the silver legacy and circus because it pays 3-2 and is otherwise the same game. i tested it to see how much running thru would give u in comps and for running thru $100 even in bets u got 26c in comps. so without a 4x multiplier it wouldnt be worth it. and im not sure if those accept multipliers anyway.
also GSR has strange promotions middle of the night besides the freeroll. they like the atlantis never lower the rake which is why i play peppermill to get a vastly lower rake. but its $15 for every flush additional and $25 for every full house extra when 5 or less players left. and $50 an hour in free play for 1 lucky person at the table. i dont go there hardly at all because they wont let me play live BJ there. its because years ago i wasnt martingaling so it was too obvious i knew how to count. nowdays no one can tell.
the number was special because it was what i had when i first moved in, and i was determining whether i could afford to keep the place if my roll was at that number or higher when my 5 weeks was up and rent was due again. it told me whether to leave town or not or cut costs.
with tonights win, im at $19,200 now but it doesnt feel like enough. u see i had $20,400 when i paid the $2800 to move into my apartment here in reno so i feel like i need at least that much when it comes due again on the 19th of May. Granted, this time ill only be putting out $1400 instead of $2800 but still. theres inflation and costs go up and the roll is supposed to grow instead of maintening even, so id like a little leeway. also i spoke to her regarding my deposit and she told me that no she didnt need a 30 day notice if i was moving out just to please let her know as soon as possible. my deposit is included as part of my roll because JAMIE said it should be and im sure most of u think otherwise, since ill only get it if i become homeless.
which means my roll is actually less. so yeah being up $250 for the night feels like a much better than average score, so why not quit earlier than i would otherwise? i started off going to atlantis for the PLO mix and then i found out they fooled me, it was actually a bunch of weird games in the mix instead of plo and plo8, but they turned the friday night game into the same as the monday night game. plus Herbie never showed. i eventually won a big pot right as the game was quitting, in fact thats probably why it quit. i walked the atlantis and looked at the vultureables and then went to the Peppermill.
sat in the $1-2 a while, got ahead close to $100 but less, and then eventually quit when i gave back a bit and felt the young kid whose visited asia and had a shit ton of money in the game for $1-2 and didnt move to 3-5 or 5-10 even though both games were going (over $1000) i felt mightve bluffed me off my AK on a flop of JT4.
walked around a bit, but didnt feel like risking losing back my win by playing a little BJ with my coupon, and id definitely wanted to if i were behind. and i didnt see nothing worth playing on any vultureables either except i lost $13 on the ocean magic grand, with wilds lit up on the $5 level on rows 2,4,5 for 3 spins.
Herbie seemed to think theyre be a shit load of vultureables lit up with plays left all the way from here to Elko and that Elko is actually a place worth visiting for APs.
its so much easier to play well when behind because u have no fear of being bluffed (because u are looking for ANY excuse to call bets and flips which might get u even). and u avoid these like the plague when ahead making it tough to play your best. if i was to get ahead $500 in $1-2 the smartest thing i could do if i didnt leave would be to move to $3-5 NL with $300 to lock up the rest.
and of course, its critical to only sit with the $40 minimum and slowly increase the size of the stack in front of u as the hours go on as u become familiar with how others play. in about 4 hours its usually always about $300 whether u won, or made a bunch of addons and rebuys.
the BJ machine in the GSR doesnt suck nearly as bad as the one in the silver legacy and circus because it pays 3-2 and is otherwise the same game. i tested it to see how much running thru would give u in comps and for running thru $100 even in bets u got 26c in comps. so without a 4x multiplier it wouldnt be worth it. and im not sure if those accept multipliers anyway.
also GSR has strange promotions middle of the night besides the freeroll. they like the atlantis never lower the rake which is why i play peppermill to get a vastly lower rake. but its $15 for every flush additional and $25 for every full house extra when 5 or less players left. and $50 an hour in free play for 1 lucky person at the table. i dont go there hardly at all because they wont let me play live BJ there. its because years ago i wasnt martingaling so it was too obvious i knew how to count. nowdays no one can tell.
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