i keep going back to sleep and back to sleep for longer and longer periods of time, since i couldnt sleep this afternoon due to my new phone (so much better than my old phone that went kaput) giving me an emergency warning of a tornado in the area. then i started talking to my mother and to Ray. but ive been waking up later and later anyway. often after midnite when the games broken up or about to.
in the last dream, im on a bus or train (in all my dreams they turn back and forth into both vehicles) and im heading home from a confrontation where a couple of black guys are staring at me from down below on the street after ive gotten into an arguement with some black woman where i am on some walkway outside a business way up high. and im on this bus-train and am on an upper level of it and as i get close to my stop at my home, i see the same guy walking thru it looking for me and i go to hide in the luggage compartment and am lying down sleeping in it, its like a bed, and i dream when he walks by he feels my feet sticking out over the edge, and i woke up screaming.
before that i dreamed i was paying for the bus fare with a newspaper i used to publish when i was under age 21, along with a quarter to ride the bus, and also i was riding in some policemans car who was off duty and out of uniform and he was trying to avoid the regular police. and then i dreamed i was with my dad, and we were in philadelphia and going by a ton of adult book stores looking for a cheap place for me to live, and i was wondering if hookers were working in those places.
and then i dreamed i was in some big mall, and i was waiting for someone, and this one guy kept seeing this one girl he used to be with, and i thought maybe she might also be a hooker. and the guy im looking for never shows, and i see a ton of people who dont like this one business owner because he is a good christian with strong old fashioned beliefs about sin, and they are in his ice cream shop without his permission acting like employees but giving out all his merchandise for free, but the customers dont realize this, and just think theyre getting a deal and im watching them dip out icecream with big spoons.
im shocked i left san antonio with only 30500 and im still at 34100. how am i still winning at vbj overall despite quite a few heavy losses, including the 4700 i lost a day or two ago and it was once over 7500 at one point. there have been more wins than losses and remember i was up about 9000 at coushatta mostly at vbj when i left to go to waco on the previous trip.
now its the next day and im trying to sleep, slept about 6 hours so far and im still having dreams. was high up on this ride at this one casino and im filling out a survey to get 1 million in free play, and its asking me weird questions like do i have any kids and do i need a ride to get back and forth to work and why do i want to work for your company? and the lady goes in the back office to make a phone call and i feel she will find out about my arrest and have me banned. then i read a big sign and about fall over thousands of feet trying to read the terms and its a gimmick, i get $10 in free play every monday for 20 yrs. and my mom is coming to pick me up and ive got to walk down a ladder miles long. and im afraid.
and then im in a poker room and theres a dealer named Britni and im resting on her to sleep my head like a pillow in my chair in the seat next to me, and some guy who works there tells me to move my head who i think is her boyfriend and i move and suddenly i see its a guy im laying on and she left the table and quit the game without me remembering she left and the guy is actually the dealers boyfriend. so thats why he wanted me to move my head.
a few days later, after i had a drop in vbj after some winning sessions and after buying both a new phone and a new laptop--and still cant figure out how to use the new phone as a wifi hotspot on the laptop. never had any problems using the old phone. need to go back to the store to have someone see what the issue is because no one here will help even with offers of a $50 tip. im back to 31.5 from 37.7
i wish i was in reno now, because vince is in ely on the way to reno. he also told me the vbj in Ely sucks and pays 6-5. he is on a road trip with his friend to go to his timeshare in genoa NV outside of reno about 40 miles south.
slept late, and now the 1-3 NL is broken up and its after midnite. so i wont head over to the casino from the rv park until its time to play vbj. ive got a real nice fridge with a freezer in my cabin at the rv park. about a 20 minute walk. yesterday for the first time the game went around the clock all 24 hours. i sat back down at 7am and made the 6th player and it never broke. i lost $941 at poker yesterday then later recovered $242 before i quit, but all the big loss came from vbj. but of course id won it all on vbj in the previous days. after all ive spent on laptops and phones etc and ubers since leaving san antonio, i still have about 1000 more than i left with. i had 30,500 when leaving san antonio
while vince is in reno he told me he would check into what it costs to find an rv park with hookups around the peppermill area to see about parking the rv hes buying in june. but he says it will cost way too much to not park it in vegas.
dreamed tonight im lying on the side of the highway sleeping and motorcycles are getting way too close to me and im too close to the road. then i see a cat carrying a much smaller cat and its chewing on it and i find it gross and i hit the cat on the head to protect the smaller cat and it drops it.
and then im with this girl who wants to be my girlfriend and some guy and us are walking thru a field and he says to lie down here and put a blindfold on and i am wondering if he means me or her and im being setup and he says that ALL women love meth and theyre going to do meth. and then some women who look like they do all start approaching and saying hes right. and then some girl much better looking starts saying this is how she started, and hung out exclusively with guys drinking and before she knew it she had a shit ton of kids. and shes mad all the guys 20 years later all suddenly want to be around who didnt want to be around then.
and then alysia chang is helping me select a christmas card, and i want a ride to the casino but shes going in a restrunt and says shes meeting someone. so im walking about a mile up and i see my mom and shes telling me this motel is the only one she finds affordable and the wall in her room has a bunch of bookcases on it. and i told her you couldve met alysia chang but she said she didnt know she was in town.
its amazing all the propaganda people keep falling for that are trying to get us into a nuclear war with russia. now theyre claiming russians killed civilians in Bucha. but if u follow the right people online and are in the know you know that civilians wear white armbands to signify they are no threat or support russia and blue if they support ukraine. and the people who died a lot of them have white armbands. and this didnt happen til after azov entered once the russians left. russians arent killing those who arent against them. the neo nazis in the azov group had a video on twitter by a guy called the butcher in which people are saying those guys who dont have blue armbands can we shoot them?
